DISappearing Peeps...A fastpass to THIN! Part 4

[harleygirl]

sending a wolf whistle your way now!! great pix!

 

[Bee]

Thank you... I do always feel loved here.

This disney trip was what was keeping me going for months.. One of the last things my dad said was he was going to do everything he could to get me there... Well he didnt plan on dying. I miss him so much.. I even miss Dan somedays. But, my heart has been broken in so many pieces.. not sure if there is enough glue in the world to put it back together.

I had my first holiday alone.. the fourth of July. girls were in Minnesota with Dan and his friend. Was very lonely. but, these are days I need to get used to. I HATE TO BE ALONE!!!

The girls are leaving again this week for two weeks at Dan's brothers. Maybe, it will give me a chance to get my head on straight.. We can always hope. You that have known me for a long time.. know that my head is never on straight.. ok.. attempt at a joke.

Know that I love and miss you all... Just have seperated myself from some Disney things... Now that I dont see a future at Disney... just another loss in my life.


Love to my peeps!!!

Bee

 

[denecarter]

Y'all will just have to trust me that I had all kinds of supportive and witty things to say... spent 30 minutes multi-quoting and then the computer froze.

So & to everyone who needed them.

& to all the great pix.

Kat... I'd love to see some of your jock pix.

Harley... I just love that pic of you... brings out the green in your eyes.

punkin... I know you were being silly... but you CAN see a difference!

Can't remember who mentioned these things, but...
we ARE all human... I ate pizza THREE times last week (and not just a slice or two)
my head shots... Yep! Guilty of "just the head"! If I took a full-body shot, I might have to face reality. Not a big fan of reality.

I can tell you that I found some old measurements from March 2005... I was probably 40ish lbs below my Christmas max so the inches off are actually probably greater. But as of 7/14 I've lost the following inches:
bust -4.5
waist -7
abdomen -10.5
butt -8.25
left thigh -3.5
right thigh -4.5 (right was and still is slightly larger)
neck -2.25

So, when someone said they could see the difference in my neck, they really could. Don't know what my wrists were, but my Mickey Watch went from the 2nd notch to the 5th.

Okay, trying to post a pic of my full body...

Not a good pic 'cause I used my digital camera to take a picture of a laminated newspaper clipping that is only 27 years old. This pic stays on my fridge. Probably weighed 140 then.

 

[dance2874]

Wanted One Miniature Daucshund answers to the name of Sophie or Sophia (if in trouble) She was last seen running from the crime scene with a banana chocolate chip cookie. Reward for Cookie.

OMG!!! SOOO CUTE!!!

Hi Bee! Good to hear from you!

Don't be a stranger!

 

[dismom9761]

Dene and eeyore,I love those pictures!Ya'll were beautiful then but you are just as beautiful now!!!

 

[pixie dust 112]

Thanks MJ, I should not be feeling sorry for myself, but use this as a source of inspiration. I really love this board. I love that Harley ate ( inhaled ) 3 glazed doughnuts, it makes me feel human. Really one can't live on carrots alone!

I had a hot fudge sundae last night!!!

 

[pixie dust 112]

She walked around making everyone tell her she is a pretty princess.Peyton got tired of telling here and she wacked him with her wand.
Her dress came from Target-I think.She turned three in March and is in the 95% on the height chart.


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THis made me laugh so hard. SHe is a princess, and knows how to keep those commoners in their place!

 

[pixie dust 112]

Thanks for the ! I know I'll be better tomorrow, after all tomorrow is another day (that was said in my most Scarlet O'hara'ish way)

Hope today is a better day. We've all been there! When I'm grumpy or blue, that's just the way it is...it doesn't always make sense.

 

[pixie dust 112]

why, thank you!!!! i strive for that "skinny head" look!

Just don't get so skinny that you become a pinhead!

 

[pixie dust 112]

Hi All,

Well it has been a long time.. I am still alive.. barely. I am still in deep grief. I promise that I will mail the recipe books this weekend. Feel horrible that I have been sitting on them so long... Please forgive me.

Anyway.... hi...... bye later folks.


Bee

Sorry you had to cancel the trip Bee, but don't worry other opportunities will come up! It's good to hear from you. You know we're here for you and we know you're going through alot right no, so keep checkin in so we can help ya through it all! OF course we forgive you for hoarding the recipe books! You're not alone and all hoarders are forgiven...stuff happens!!!Love ya!

 

[dismom9761]

I had a hot fudge sundae last night!!!

I did really well yesterday except for some cheese dip and chips.

I will do better today...I want a loss on Friday!!!

Everyone have a great day!!

 

[lexmelinda]

GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE!

NINE PAGES YESTERDAY? Now that's what I'm talking about! I'm so happy to see all the chatter!

BEE.... We've missed you and I'm so sorry you had to cancel the trip.

AMY....Your daughter is a beautiful Snow White! We got more use out of my girls dress up clothes than any toy they ever received. Just here to tell you...it's just starting!

WINKERS.... I get like that somedays too. I always think it helps to get out of the house. Can you take the kids somewhere? The park, the pool? Anywhere? Or better yet can your oldest DS babysit while YOU go somewhere? And your doggie is adorable!

HARLEY....Loved the gun show!

DENE!....OMG! That's a lot of inches! I love your high school picture. You are SO beautiful!

SANDYBATHINGSUITCHEATERPICTURETAKER....Hope you are having fun at the lake. How's DD? I always sent my DD a coupla fan magazines at camp. She was the hit with poster sized Orlando Blooms!

PUNKIN....Your bathing suit photos DO show a huge difference! I'm sure you can see even more of a difference in the WHOLE photo! Good job! How's Brooke BTW?

PILOTWIFE.... I am in KY too!

I know there was more I wanted to say but I didn't multiquote this morning so I'll just say...

HAVE A GREAT DAY, EVERYONE!

 

[ThinkTink75]

Thank you... I do always feel loved here.

This disney trip was what was keeping me going for months.. One of the last things my dad said was he was going to do everything he could to get me there... Well he didnt plan on dying. I miss him so much.. I even miss Dan somedays. But, my heart has been broken in so many pieces.. not sure if there is enough glue in the world to put it back together.

I had my first holiday alone.. the fourth of July. girls were in Minnesota with Dan and his friend. Was very lonely. but, these are days I need to get used to. I HATE TO BE ALONE!!!

The girls are leaving again this week for two weeks at Dan's brothers. Maybe, it will give me a chance to get my head on straight.. We can always hope. You that have known me for a long time.. know that my head is never on straight.. ok.. attempt at a joke.

Know that I love and miss you all... Just have seperated myself from some Disney things... Now that I dont see a future at Disney... just another loss in my life.


Love to my peeps!!!

Bee

When I used to complain in front of my great grandma about ANYTHING she would say, "This too shall pass" and it always worked. It is hard to be lonely and depressed but you seem like a very resilient and strong person. Hang in there.

 

[ThinkTink75]

Good Morning peeps!

This is about how I feel today!

Watching Saved by the Bell and hating dial up! Geez, where'd my tea go??

 

[MA pigletfan]

HA! Nice picture Tink..thats how i usually feel until about 9 am!

Good morning everyone..cloud central here in MA..oh well..stuck at work anyway!

I have WW weigh in tonight... i KNOW i must have gained because of my birthday week last week, but i will be a brave peeper and drag myself there anyway, because that it what a good Peep would do! right? if not, i won't be sad if i dont' go to weigh in...

 

[punkin413]

Just don't get so skinny that you become a pinhead!

don't worry.......i'm definitely not going for the bobble head look a la nichole richie or kiera knightly......gross!

PUNKIN....Your bathing suit photos DO show a huge difference! I'm sure you can see even more of a difference in the WHOLE photo! Good job! How's Brooke BTW?

thanks! i really was just being silly. thanks for asking about brooke. you're such a good "listener"! she's doing lots better. she's talking to jon but not dating him at this point. she misses him a lot. she says they text each other all day long more than they talk on the phone. i think she saw him on sunday, but i'm not sure. i try to kind of keep my nose out of it because she gets upset when she starts talking about it. oh, and a friend of his whom he's known since basic training and who's a little more mature than the other guys he's with (married, kids, etc.) e-mailed her about it. he brought up a good point. what if the situation was turned around and jon was a girl and the skank was a guy? there would've been police called and charges filed. this girl was a predator and she took advantage of him while he was very drunk. not that that excuses his behavior, but it is definitely an interesting thought!

okay......so i dug up some old pics last night. you guys were on a roll and i wanted to join in the fun!

this is how i want to eventually look. it's not a bathing suit pic, but it's the only one i could find of my entire body. i'd say i was about 18-19 in this pic. i was probably either a size 6 or 8. i'm in a size 8 now, but i'm not that "fit." still have to work on some of this cottage cheese stuff that seems to have taken over my legs! i have no idea where we are or what we're doing in this picture. check out ray's shoes......what a dork!

and, as promised, the raver fashion show. please consider that me and my friends were young and very stupid and thought we looked totally cool in these pics! you just have to laugh! this first one isn't too bad, except for the wierd-looking makeup and the monkey DJ on my shirt!

what is wrong with us??? i'm on the far left.

now, this one's the best! bee/winkers - you want a laugh? check out my pants!!!

 

[Sparkie]

Hey Everybody!!!

I've missed you all so much. We got back home last night. Had a great vacation. Ate WAY TOO MUCH!!! That darn DDP! Didnt do too bad- yeah- I went ahead and surveryed the damage- only gained 1.8 pounds. Must have been all that walking and sweating I was doing. Its been 11 days since I've been on so someone give me the highlights- cause I'm just jumping back in.

I'm not going to do a trip report but let me give you a brief run down about the food anyway- food is what we are about anyway isn't it?

Whispering Caynon- arrived 20 min early for our ressie and was seated 40 min after our ressie time Everyone ordered the skillet, easy right- wrong- the food was ok but our service was terrible.
Chef Mickey's- Dinner: good variety of normal food- get bottled water- tap water has a sulfur smell.
CRT- Dinner: We loved it. Family had salmon and prime rib- delish and service was superb!
Coral: tried seared tuna- yummy!
Hoop: Loved it!
Donald's--eh- ok. Just breakfast nothing special.
Concourse - just ok
Crystal Palace, Sci-Fi, and Capt Jacks- YUCK! Service was fair to poor.

Anyway- glad to be home.

 

[punkin413]

Hey Everybody!!!

I've missed you all so much. We got back home last night. Had a great vacation. Ate WAY TOO MUCH!!! That darn DDP! Didnt do too bad- yeah- I went ahead and surveryed the damage- only gained 1.8 pounds. Must have been all that walking and sweating I was doing. Its been 11 days since I've been on so someone give me the highlights- cause I'm just jumping back in.

I'm not going to do a trip report but let me give you a brief run down about the food anyway- food is what we are about anyway isn't it?

Whispering Caynon- arrived 20 min early for our ressie and was seated 40 min after our ressie time Everyone ordered the skillet, easy right- wrong- the food was ok but our service was terrible.
Chef Mickey's- Dinner: good variety of normal food- get bottled water- tap water has a sulfur smell.
CRT- Dinner: We loved it. Family had salmon and prime rib- delish and service was superb!
Coral: tried seared tuna- yummy!
Hoop: Loved it!
Donald's--eh- ok. Just breakfast nothing special.
Concourse - just ok
Crystal Palace, Sci-Fi, and Capt Jacks- YUCK! Service was fair to poor.

Anyway- glad to be home.

WELCOME BACK!!!!!!!! and thanks for the mini dining reviews!

 

[Eventer98]

Love the pics Dawn!! Those pants are enormous!!! What ever happened to them??

Sparkie-Glad you are home...sorry to hear you had so many yucky TS experiences.

 

[MA pigletfan]

Dawn!!! love the pics!! It looks like you and i had the same "fashion sense" in our late teens..i had pretty much the same pair of WIDE leg jeans..what was i thinking!?? Did any of your friends have those HUGE plugs in their ears? Oh mine did..and it was so "cool" at the time..ah memories..thanks for sharing yours!