Another stressfilled day is nearly over, thankfully.
I can't believe DH and I can be on such different pages when it comes to our life and family. Most of the time, we want the same things but we have different ways of getting there. I'm emotionally exhausted from arguing with him. I wonder if he views my desire to go back to school as a threat. I know he's worried about the impact on the family. I want to get more education so I can expand my skills and hopefully change jobs soon. I'm not trying to pursue a degree, just a certifacation program that is a pre-requisite to working in a pharmacy here in Indiana. I can use the information I learn to get a new job or to expand on the job I already have. (Just not where I am right now........) I would like to work in a pharmacy or hospital so I can have decent medical benefits for my family. Do I want to be a pharmacy tech the rest fo my lfe? I don't know, but it's an opportunity to expand my usefulness and to gain another immediately employable skill. Anyway, enough venting.
Thanks for all the hugs and support. It's hard enough making a potential life changing decision and having you ladies (and guys) here for a sounding board and

really helps. Some one asked about financial aid; the class I want to take is a short course and not a degree program so as I understand it, I can't get aid. the tution is about as much as a my mortgage payment, we just don't have the ability to pay it right now. I finally got DH to agree to a small personal loan to take care of the tuition and books.
My sis will be here soon, I've got to run. I'll try some personals later; maybe tomorrow.... I got lost for a few days but I'm mostly caught up now.