Bee you have 2 poeple that love you more than any man can! Your GIRLS!!! Thankfully the only thing that our children can do is complain how we amde them go to Disney world!
There are those that love you too that you may not know or realize. That could be the person that you held the door open for that just learned they have 3 months left due to illness! Being loved comes in many sizes shapes and packages. Romantic love is only one form of love.
To be loved by those I repsect and cherish is a goal. Anyone can looko back at life and say I should have this or that so Bee: DON'T SHOULD ON YOURSELF!!!!
What moments in life test us create a stronger more wonderful us. There may come a time when someone you hold dear is in your shoes and they will need your stregth wisdom and guidance. SOmetimes the lessons we learn in lifear e not for us but for someone else and God knows that we can do something wonderful with great pain!
I love the line from Glenn Close in The Natural where she says to Robert Redford "there is the life we live, adn then there is the life we learn from" something like that great line and Bobby is good on the eyes!
My life has had peaks and valleys and honetly what has gotten me up the peaks has been good loving friends to help pull me up along the way. Without my faith in God I would have thrown in the towl a long time ago. Thankfully I know that anything that brings me closer to God is good and in all matters of pain I reach to my father to lift me up and to put the right people in my path to help me get back up.
Take a rest on the matt but don't stay down! Just look forward and see what we already know you are one great gal who is going o shine again like the lovely gem them you are. It really stinks when we think we know where we stand but like everything in life the only thing I DO KNOW is that no matter comes way today I am NOT alone ! I have my father in heaven and my friends that I have prayed for God to put in my life and know that God has hand picked every single one of them JUST FOR ME!
You are not alone you may have lonely moents but you are NEVER ALONE! There is no shame for loving with all ones heart and trusting our love in the hands of another. That is loving unconditonally and yes sometimes that can be our greatest source of pain too. With great joy can come great pain. Use the gift of lvoe you have for tohers to lvoe yourself and teach your girls self love and how to be gently kind and loving to the most improtant person you!
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What I cannot do for myself I can often do for my son. As a Mom you are always teaching 24 7 and here is another teaching moment for you dear one.
So when you feel like a big thing of ice cream grab one of your girls and go for a walk in the park. WHen you feel like throwing your hands up and having a good cry reach your hands out and greab onto one of your grils or both and go do something you wnat to do with them that will spark your spirit for life.
Your helaing is within you as well as your pain just harder to find but its there! Reach deep and remember your girls will learn from you! Show them how to do it. Many lessons I have learned were messy ones, I am no ballerina in the arena of life but I always get up to dance, sometimes willingly and sometimes I just get dragged out onto the dance floor. I never regret dancing though I always wish I could be more graceful! Graceful just ain't me adn THATS OK TOO!!!!!!!
So, my dear Bee get out there and shake a tailfeather no matter the grace just knwo you make your own beat!!!!
Love ya dear friend!
Just curious, i just love these work outs and have been seeing results..mostly in the legs region, but its a start!
Kat now do we need to give you a kick in the rear to do something about the MS?? Can you take a deferrment? extension?? Come on, you'll regret it if you dont!! Why did you want it in the first place? Did someone force you? YOU can you know, dont let the negative self talk discourage you - replace the tape!!
i guess i'll have to eat before we leave so i can resist the pizza! i don't want to ruin the 3 pounds that have disappeared since weigh-in last friday (and that always seem to come back by the next weigh in....why IS that???) must......resist........the......pizza.......... 
i love discovering new things that are yummy AND good for you! 
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