If U Had Wings
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Good afternoon everyone! I've been posting a few times, but lurking more than posting. I really want to try to post more though. I really enjoy reading everyone else's posts. I had a bit of a dissappointing morning. I had weighed myself on Friday for the weigh in and found myself down 4.5 lbs and was so excited. Today I weighed myself on my normal weigh in day and I somehow put on 2 lbs since Friday. I don't know what it was - I still was down from last week, but seeing the scale up those 2 lbs just set me off and I started bawling in the middle of the bathroom. That I and nearly threw the scale at the floor.
I think the frustration with myself gaining 20 lbs back is really hitting hard now. I had to go and dig my fat shorts out of the basement because the ones I had bought last year don't fit. None of my new jeans fit either. (And I had finally found ones that fit me perfectly last year too - Gap Curvy Cut). What's really annoying is that I don't weigh any more than I did when I bought those shorts last year. The 20 lbs I've put back on have gone right to my butt and gutt. Before it was a little more spread out. Still it's a 2 lb loss, right?
Dene - Your pictures are beautiful. I always hate the ones I try to take for the online dating sites. Yours look great.
Fidge - I always used to get the sucking in thing from my mom. After taking ballet lessons for years as a kid it's pretty much second nature for me - belly in, shoulders back, back straight, hips tucked. Don't know if that really helped, but even when I was my heaviest my lower belly wasn't the problem, it's kept my core pretty strong. The area between my waist and my ribcage is another storey all together.
Wonders10 - I can definitely sympathize with the online dating thing. I finally gave up because I couldn't deal with the weirdness. I'd much rather be by myself than deal with some of that. I don't know which was the final straw - the guy that couldn't understand that I couldn't meet him one day, because it was my niece's first birthday so he wouldn't meet me at all, or the guy that got back together with his ex, but told me he was still interested if I wanted to be with him and his ex. I keep thinking of trying again, but can't bring myself to do it.
I think the frustration with myself gaining 20 lbs back is really hitting hard now. I had to go and dig my fat shorts out of the basement because the ones I had bought last year don't fit. None of my new jeans fit either. (And I had finally found ones that fit me perfectly last year too - Gap Curvy Cut). What's really annoying is that I don't weigh any more than I did when I bought those shorts last year. The 20 lbs I've put back on have gone right to my butt and gutt. Before it was a little more spread out. Still it's a 2 lb loss, right?
Dene - Your pictures are beautiful. I always hate the ones I try to take for the online dating sites. Yours look great.
Fidge - I always used to get the sucking in thing from my mom. After taking ballet lessons for years as a kid it's pretty much second nature for me - belly in, shoulders back, back straight, hips tucked. Don't know if that really helped, but even when I was my heaviest my lower belly wasn't the problem, it's kept my core pretty strong. The area between my waist and my ribcage is another storey all together.
Wonders10 - I can definitely sympathize with the online dating thing. I finally gave up because I couldn't deal with the weirdness. I'd much rather be by myself than deal with some of that. I don't know which was the final straw - the guy that couldn't understand that I couldn't meet him one day, because it was my niece's first birthday so he wouldn't meet me at all, or the guy that got back together with his ex, but told me he was still interested if I wanted to be with him and his ex. I keep thinking of trying again, but can't bring myself to do it.