Hey Stacey, I thought about you this morning while I wsa walking on the treadmill, in pain. I have osteo-arthritis, and it feels like a pinched nerve, pulled muscle kinda thing. The pain comes and goes, it hadn;t hurt in a few months and then a couple of weeks ago it started again. My doctors FINALLY diagnosed me after many tests and xrays, that was a year ago in December, my husband was stilled deployed and they wanted to give me all kinds of pain meds and sleeping pills, but I refused because I was the only one there to take care of my girls, and all my family was over a 1,000 miles away. If it hadnt have been for Kids Cuisine and easy mac, my girls would have starved, LOL. Anyway, after they diagnosed me, and the pain had been managed I started physical therapy to help strengthen the muscles around my spine. I lost weight, felt good, went to WDW without any problems. Then, we got orders to move and after getting here I put all the weight PLUS more back on, and havent been active in anything, until last week. Sorry for rambling, I really do have a point to make, LOL, and it is..... please insist that they double check their tests before diagnosing you. My doctors were ready to cut me open and try to "fix" whatever they thought was broken. They also mis diagnosed me with MS, AND lupus, because I have a family history of both. I was devistated for no reason, because the osteo is managable, caqn be dealt with without sugery and is not dibilitating , IF I do what I'm supposed to as far as excercise, etc. Also, PLEASE PLEASE REST, trust me, I HAD to pretty much be told not to get up for at least two days, and keep a heating pad on my back and hiney (the pain shot through my hips) if I wanted to heal enough in order for the physical therapy to help, kwim?
Yesterdays walk for me was painful, this mornings, too, BUT, I know I HAVE to do this, and you can too !!! As good as it feels to give to others, we HAVE to give to ourselves, too. It took me a LONG time to realize this, too.
okay, I just went and re-read this, and I am rambling, sorry. Just get some rest, make sure they don't dismiss you, or mis diagnose you, and remember, we are here praying !!!! You are a sweet, giving, selfless person, He is good to people like you.
Big Hugs, and sorry for rambling !!
