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So now I am going to put this stupid computer through the window. I have been trying to send this since 8 pm. Now I will try and make it brief because the anger I am feeling at this computer is enough to heave me off the roof.
Dr results worse than I could want.
Red Cells in Urine and tons of blood. This means cysts and stones not a normal infection. This is the worst because my kidneys do not function well and this can put me on a renal failure spin in a hurry.
I go in tomm. for spiral Ct's and MRI's. Then on to talk w/ surgeon. Not good because they do not know if my right kidney can handle an additional surgery.
To top my life...Tupperware has a 6 month goal I am working on and this is the last 2 weeks of the 6th month. No 2nd chances and I am sick to my stomach for my team.
I honestly feel so much hatred towards my body right now. I am sick of being sick. I have lost 7 pounds in 1 week and that is not good because my body is shutting down.
I am sorry for venting. I was much more eloquent in the first 3 versions.
I jsut love my Kids and hate leaving them. I have missed out on almost 3 years of their lives since all this started in 1990 and I am tired of missing the smell of their hair and the way they look all groggy when they stumble out of bed. I just want to be normal for a whole year and not have my body screw up our finances, our goals and our lives.
Please pray for my family...and me.
Dr results worse than I could want.
Red Cells in Urine and tons of blood. This means cysts and stones not a normal infection. This is the worst because my kidneys do not function well and this can put me on a renal failure spin in a hurry.
I go in tomm. for spiral Ct's and MRI's. Then on to talk w/ surgeon. Not good because they do not know if my right kidney can handle an additional surgery.
To top my life...Tupperware has a 6 month goal I am working on and this is the last 2 weeks of the 6th month. No 2nd chances and I am sick to my stomach for my team.
I honestly feel so much hatred towards my body right now. I am sick of being sick. I have lost 7 pounds in 1 week and that is not good because my body is shutting down.
I am sorry for venting. I was much more eloquent in the first 3 versions.
I jsut love my Kids and hate leaving them. I have missed out on almost 3 years of their lives since all this started in 1990 and I am tired of missing the smell of their hair and the way they look all groggy when they stumble out of bed. I just want to be normal for a whole year and not have my body screw up our finances, our goals and our lives.
Please pray for my family...and me.
I truly hope you are on the fast track back to health. The power of Peep Prayers is legendary, you know.
Is there anything we can do to help you hit your 6 month tupperware goal? I know how much it sucks to be close to hitting something like that only to have to miss it for something you have no control over.
I hope that is not to 80's for you all. I might be showing my age. Serious thought Dawn it sounds like you have a huge prayer chain in your peeps. You will be back to your old shelf soon. Love ya Jodi
