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[MuskratSusie]

golden cage - the whitest boy alive

 

[valentina]

"if you've never been there, you gotta be there." - haylea

 

[MuskratSusie]

russia

 

[MuskratSusie]

Hey (friends name),
I have to let this out, its been on my mind for like, ever. I don’t really care if you don’t have a response to this either…that’ll probably show a lot if you don’t. Anyway, I have to say that lately while at school, and not just at school either, but I’ve been feeling really left out at lunch. Not even just at lunch, I’m also talking about online. You see, you have the possibilities of being at school all day, while for me, I don’t have that even. I only have three classes, and I hardly know anybody at all. Nobody. Today, I don’t even know if you or anybody noticed I had left…but I did because I felt/feel left out a lot, more than you can even imagine. You’re able to be at school all day, and be around the same people having better and getting better friendships with those people. To me I hardly know anybody at all, anymore I don’t. You and I we used to be best friends…what ever happened to that friendship? Do you even know? Because I don’t…but I miss our friendship that we used to have together. This has been hurting me for the longest time ever…Last year you would help me get some food at lunch but a few days ago when I asked you too even a few times before that you didn’t want to help me.. but a few days ago you did get me the food for me and thank you for doing that. Just know that actions/facial expressions speak louder than words. Plus its not just you doing this either, its everyone you have around. I’m just really sad and really left out.. today I have no idea where I really went for lunch, but maybe this is what you need to hear. Maybe I won’t hang around too much where you and everyone else hang out for a while. I took the time to write this all out because I needed to. Maybe you’ll take some extra time to write something? I don’t really care anymore…bye.

 

[ms.tinkerpoo]

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Let’s start with something simple. The name. It's Haylea. Haylea Elaine. Let’s not waste our precious time on last names, because I figure most of you know mine. My official cake day is on the seventeenth of September. This upcoming one I'll be blowing out 15 candles. Are you familiar with those big, fluffy, white clouds? Well I like watching them float by. I believe that wishing on stars really works. I believe in a lot of other things too, but music, love and peace are the three main things. My motto (or at least one of them) is <b>"The louder the music, the purer the love, and the simpler the peace is better.”</b> I have best friends, and best enemies, and I have the best family (well sort of). My eighteen year old sister, which lives across the road with my Nanny, my Pappy, their two dogs, Puta and Lucky, and her fish Gerald, is Brittany. I live with my mother, Rebecca. I mostly go with the flow. I don't understand the people who make everything as complicated as they possibly can. Life is short, why not keep it simple? I prefer keeping everything in life as simple as I possible can. It's not because I'm lazy, it just implies that I don’t like going to great lengths to get an easy task done. I'm not about perfection. Never have been more then likely never will be. I know that everything and everybody, including myself, has their flaws. I'm a-okay with that. I don't try to change people, because they are the way they are for a reason. And you shouldn't try to change me either. I'll dance however I please, I'll sing however I please, I'll act however I please. Even if that doesn't please you. I want to fall in love one of these days, just like everybody else does. But I don't want to fall hard. I'm helpful, or so I've heard. I don't mind helping you with any issues you may be having. Be it relationship issues, family issues, or any other kind of issues. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on you can always borrow mine, even if that means we have to find a chair for me to stand in. Just because I'll help you with your issues does not mean I like drama. I actually hate it. And just because I hate drama doesn't mean I'm a hater. I mean I do hate some things, other then drama, but not many things. I absolutely do not hate people, just the way they act. Liars, cheaters, and posers don't float my boat. So if you are one of those I'm probably not going to like you. I like quotes that express my outlook on everything. I fall pretty darn easily for guys. I have no regrets of what I've done in life, just things I haven't done. Life is a divine chaos, embrace it. Forgive yourself, and others. Breath. Live your life one step at a time. And enjoy it.

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[MuskratSusie]

http://www.imeem.com/people/F1fEi/music/0jwm-lMy/elvis_presley_rubberneckin_paul_oakenfold_remix/

 

[ms.tinkerpoo]

 

[MuskratSusie]

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow
by:
Gloria Estefan

(again)

 

[MuskratSusie]

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[MuskratSusie]

Eddie - Groundswell (Three Days Grace)

Sitting on the swing
Trying to relate to just anything
Wonder where it's at
Conversations of where it's at

Ooh yeah
Ohh yeah

People come and stare
Wondering who's really there
He smiles and says,
"I could've been one of them"

Oh Eddie, Eddie

He was something different
Oh well he never hurt no one
And I wonder if his father said
"Oh god, he's not my son"
And "Oh God, he's not my son"

Oh Eddie

He was all alone
Walked the streets
No place to call home
Fingers to his head
No one put him to his death

Oh Eddie

He was something different
But he never hurt no one
And I wonder if his father said
"Oh God, he's not my son"
And "Oh God, he's not my son"

Yeah, tell me something about him
'Cause music's his only prayer

He was something different
But he never hurt no one
And I wonder if his father said
"Oh God, he's not my son"

Oh now Eddie
Oh Eddie
Oh Eddie
Oh now Eddie

No Eddie you're not my son
No Eddie you're not my son
No Eddie you're not my son
No Eddie you're not my son

No Eddie you're not my son

 

[MuskratSusie]

This Is Who We Are - Hawthorne Heights

Between the future and the past tense
Lies the present in the distance
So you think we're never coming back
Scoring points for passion and persistence

Between the lines on the highway
Lies the danger and the safety
You never thought this was gonna last
I always knew you'd never take it back
I always knew(I ALWAYS KNEW!)

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

Between the sadness and the smile
Lies the flicker of the fire
You always said this never hurt you
I always said you were a liar
With the all the towers and the wires
There still lies a little silence
Two hearts and one connection
One voice lets emotion out
I always knew(I ALWAYS KNEW!)

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

Instead of flowers like words they never mattered
Close it up forget about the sadness (close it up forget about the sadness)
He always said she should of stopped crying
But he knew at least she was lying down

I'M COMING BACK!(I'm coming back)
I'M COMING BACK!(I'm coming back)

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last"
They were the words that she placed on her casket

 

[MuskratSusie]

We Are So Last Year - Hawthorne Heights

We're falling faster
This is the last year
Just a few more hours
Until we are all alone
This never happens
Changing with fashion
Just a few more hours
Until we are all alone

I wish I could of known you better
I should blame it on the weather
This was over from the start
Does it even matter
Our situations getting worse

Sleep in(sleep in), and sleep well(sleep well)
With this life(this life), we're set to fail

I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When I fall asleep
You are in my dreams
And just like in a movie
The one you want to see
With a happy ending

This dead letter written on black paper
It never found in your eyes
Instead of love
She only saw dollar signs

Sleep in(sleep in), and sleep well(sleep well)
With this life(this life), we're set to fail

I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When i fall asleep
You are in my dreams
And just like in a movie
The one you want to see
With a happy ending

With this life, we are set to fail!
I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When I fall asleep

I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When I fall asleep
You are in my dreams
And just like in a movie
The one you want to see
With a happy ending

 

[MuskratSusie]

Language Lessons (Five Words Or Less) - Hawthorne Heights

I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight.
You are my first dissection, spilling my insides
Lets write our names with the blood thats in our cheeks
So it wont wash away if I dont come home for weeks
And I dont come home

I never said this would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly, and dont forget
So tell me how you feel in five words or less

I knew I should have never offered you the world
The nights are full of faces, youre the only girl
Turn my world from disaster
Make my heart start beating faster
Ask the question, heres the answer
Need you now and I cant stand this

I never said this would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly, and dont forget
So tell me how you feel in five words or less

Just tell me how you feel
I need your voice tonight
Just tell me how you feel
Whoa oh, whoa oh

So whisper softly, and don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
I never said this would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly, and dont forget
So tell me how you feel in five words or less
So whisper softly, and dont forget
So tell me how you feel in five words or less

 

[MuskratSusie]

Pens And Needles - Hawthorne Heights

I miss you most on winter mornings
As we drift we slip through evenings, whoa-oh
We drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed
I follow your lies to avoid from getting lost

And all I had was the memory of what was
So let's pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell

Just to survive we do what we can
We read the maps and signs, and we make the plans
By our design I write it down to get me by
The worst time in my life

And all I had was the memory of what was
So lets pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real, the way I really feel

I HOPE THIS MESSAGE FINDS YOU WELL
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D LIVE TO TELL
WHAT'S A DREAM AND WHAT IS REAL!
(So let's pretend this is the ending
To the message I've been sending sadly...)

And all I had was the memory of what was
So lets pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real, the way I really feel

I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real, the way I really feel

 

[MuskratSusie]

Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights

These colors will not change, you change the way I see them
These words will fade when you explain why you hate them
We are the same, oh

She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time the same old story
Seeing you cry it makes feel like saying sorry

Just a few last hours we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards

(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)

We're falling forward

She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry it makes me feel like saying sorry

Saying sorry, we've fallen apart
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbyes the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry it makes me feel like saying sorry

 

[MuskratSusie]

Dead In The Water - Hawthorne Heights

The medicine is blending in mixing the blood with oxygen
I needed this right now to figure myself out
Cutting through the ribbons of self doubt
I never thought you'd see me this way
You are the worst and I am to blame

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know your safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying up my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name

These lies will fall into the pieces I left you
Of your favorite picture torn in two
I never thought we'd end up this way
You are the worst, I am to blame

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know your safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying up my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name

(So close the door and lock it tight
Then I'll know your safe tonight
Turn on the song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close)

Close the door, lock it tight
Then I'll know your safe tonight
Turn on a song that means the most
Believe I'm there and hold me close

She is in my bloodstream tonight she's draining me
The room is filled with reds and blues
I follow as she leads into the darkness
Drying out my veins, she's a ghost, a silhouette
Calling out my name

 

[MuskratSusie]

I Am On Your Side - Hawthorne Heights

i never meant to hurt you
sometimes these thoughts have a way making sense
secrets that we keep turn into accidents
if you burn away the bonds with the fires of selfishness
the positive the negative have a way of making ends

end this now we've gone too far
let's take back words that turned to scars
if i can find a way to turn back time
i had to let you know i'm on your side

took the easy way out i showed my self doubt
the only way to ease the pain is to drink until i drown
i'll say it out loud my voice is the only sound
so listen up, i'll spell it out
i need your help, i need it now

end this now we've gone too far
let's take back words that turned to scars
if i could find a way to turn back time
i had to let you know i'm on your side

am i now everything that you wanted me to be
tried my best took a shot in the dark and i lost

end this now
we've gone too far
let's take back words that turned to scars
if i could find a way to turn back time
i had to let you know i'm on your side

 

[meloneyb21]

www.thejiveturkey.com

 

[MuskratSusie]

Breathing In Sequence - Hawthorne Heights

Breathing in the same sequence
While trying to make sense of your situation
What we got ourselves in, two more weeks of one way conversation
She says she's losing interest
I swear we're best friends till the end

This could be the plans for revenge
But these words lead to dead ends

So close your eyes and kiss you like it's our time
These lips need medication, these days are dripping poison girl
Days to turn to nights I wish I was in the stars in the sky
Be careful of the brightest, beauty is on the inside

I wish I could but I know I can't take it back, it's serious
Just like heart-attacks
My personality, avoid the scenery, I hate playing games with the industry
That fuels these dreams, and turns them down
When my heart breaks it makes a sound

This could be the plans for revenge
But these words lead to dead ends

So close your eyes and kiss you like it's our time
These lips need medication these days are dripping poison girl
Days to turn to nights I wish I was in the stars in the sky
Be careful of the brightest, beauty is on the inside

So close your eyes and kiss you like it's our time
These lips need medication these days are dripping poison girl
Days to turn to nights I wish I was in the stars in the sky
Beauty's on the inside

(Beauty's on the inside)

 

[MuskratSusie]

Light Sleeper - Hawthorne Heights

Sleep, sleep little darling
I swear I'm not trying to wear you out
I'm not trying to drag you down

When you fall asleep tonight
They'll be waiting for you
When you try to close your eyes
They'll try not to hate you
Sleep, sleep the night away
Act like nothings wrong
You know we're going down

You are such a light sleeper
Count to ten and you're already up
We fall, we're in deeper
The nights gone as we open up our eyes

Nine, Ten, (Nine, Ten)
We'll never sleep again
We try (We Try)
We know we'll never win
At least (At Least)
We know we'll make it out alive
At least
we know we'll make it out this time

You are such a light sleeper
Count to ten and you're already up
We fall, we're in deeper
The nights gone as we open up our eyes

We fall (WE FALL)
We know that we can make it now
We fall (WE FALL)
We know that we can break this down
(we can break this down)

We hear what you're saying (saying)
Not enough so we keep playing
This game is what you make it (you make it)
One chance so why not take it

You are such a light sleeper
Count to ten and you're already up
We fall, we're in deeper
The nights gone as we open up our eyes

Such a light sleeper
Light sleeper
Such a light sleeper

Sleep, sleep little darling
I swear I'm not trying to wear you out
I'm not trying to drag you down