I confess I'm only able to tolerate 3 of my friends at the minute, all my other friends have really been buggin' me. Just because of what they've said and their actions.
I confess I'm kinda only wanting to take a certain class because it'll give me more work.
I confess I can't seem to think...like my mind is blank constantly this week.
I confess no matter how much I love books, I've read so many since January that thinking of reading more has turned me off, I'm just tired of reading.
I confess it's extremely annoying how my friend keeps putting "..." as a response for everything, and seems to be ignoring me.
I confess I feel a bit embarassed we're the only team not going to state.
I confess I'm feeling a bit down for some reason I'm not sure of this evening.
I confess I feel like work is my life. If I'm not working, life is boring. I mean just sitting in my room. nothing with family or friends. Free time really takes a toll on me as weird as it is. I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything when I don't have homework or work in general. Just sitting on the computer doing nothing...it drives me insane. Anything I can work on. I love to multi-task and I haven't been able to do that in a couple months. I try to quickly finish things, but when I do I have nothing left to work on and I feel sad about it. I hate how I was called a perfectionist or an overachiever when I say want work. But it's not like that at all. I do it for my own reasons of wanting something to work on and feeling like I've achieved something. I could write all the vocabulary words in our literature book and then just throw it away and it'd make me feel better. Even doing laundry makes me happy because I'm doing something. I hate free time, which is almost all I've had this evening. Maybe that's why I'm a bit down...& now I probably sound weird...
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