Hi Gang,
So much going on.
Nan, thank goodness your little prince is ok. I always flipped out when my kids got hurt!
Another Friday night home alone. Jesse's at his cousin's for the night...again! Chad's out with his, well, whatever he's calling her this week. Mel's at his tennis camp. My best friend is busy tonight. If it weren't so rainy out, I'd go over to the park. There's always a lot of action over there on summer nights. I still may go out, I don't know. But NYC is really crappy when it rains.
I had sort of a bad day at work today. My job is supposed to be fun, for me and for the patients/residents, but now that I've been placed on the vent floor, it's starting to get me down. I feel so sorry for these people. They basically lie in bed ALL DAY, everyday, until there's a miracle or until they die. And I'm not just talking about the older folks, which is bad enough, but there are a few younger ones...25, 29, 43, and 49 years old that are bedbound with deformed limbs and who cannot breathe on their own. And most of them are in contact isolation, whicgh means I have to put on a mask, gloves, and surgical gown when going into their rooms. How inhuman is that, it breaks my heart to treat them that way, but I have to. Imagine stroking someone's hand and they feel rubber instead of warm flesh. And then they plead with their eyes for you to stay with them, but you have to leave. Today I walked in on a patient who I've never heard utter a sound, but today she was sounding like an innocent little baby whimpering as the nurse tried to get an IV in her hand. It just got to me today. But I'll be positive and do what I can do and start fresh on Monday. I try not to get emotionally involved with them, but I find myself thinking about them when I'm home on the weekends, hoping they're ok. I pray for them, that's all I can do.
Anyway, please don't get mad at me for posting all this misery. You're all my pals, I just wanted to share my day. It helps to tell someone.
Tomorrow I have a nice day planned, with my friend Casey. OMG he's another sob story, what do I get myself into! (He's the priest stricken with severe diabetes and Parkinson's). Well, I told him he better be ready right after breakfast, because I'm kidnapping him from his residence for the day and we're going to kick back and watch some stupid movie, order in, snooze if he feels like it, and go through his old photos which I'm in the process of scanning for him. We crack each other up all the time, he's so funny. Imagine a guy right off the boat from Ireland, with the accent, I mimic him all the time and he thinks it's hilarious. Can't wait til tomorrow.
I have the news on, and they're showing the flyers with photos posted in London, looking for missing loved ones from the bombings. It made me nauseous for a moment, ho much it reminded me of 9/11 when I couldn't even pck up a container of milk at the corner store without seeing hundreds of photos like those. What is going on in this world?? I hope I don't sound insensitive, but thank God there's this cruise coming up. I sure as hell need it! And I swear, the moment I'm off that boat and near a phone, I'm booking a nice big vaca for late July 2007...first a 4 day Wonder trip, and then the Poly for a week. I may have to sell everything I own on ebay, but I'm going and that's final!
Should I go out?? OK you talked me into it, I'll stay a bit longer and see if I can turn this into thesis length!
Does anyone have any chocolate??? Please!!! I may need to go out later after all.
<-------a nice solid Mickey bar of chocolate as I devour it
Have any of you ever seen the movie It's a Mad Mad Mad Mad World? I think it's the funniest movie ever made. I think I'll go over to Amazon.com and buy it. No kidding. I remember once it was on late at night, and everyone was asleep. I was laughing so loud, screaming with laughter, it woke Mel up and he couldn't believe I was laughing that hard at a movie.
Over to Amazon. BBL
So much going on.
Nan, thank goodness your little prince is ok. I always flipped out when my kids got hurt!
Another Friday night home alone. Jesse's at his cousin's for the night...again! Chad's out with his, well, whatever he's calling her this week. Mel's at his tennis camp. My best friend is busy tonight. If it weren't so rainy out, I'd go over to the park. There's always a lot of action over there on summer nights. I still may go out, I don't know. But NYC is really crappy when it rains.
I had sort of a bad day at work today. My job is supposed to be fun, for me and for the patients/residents, but now that I've been placed on the vent floor, it's starting to get me down. I feel so sorry for these people. They basically lie in bed ALL DAY, everyday, until there's a miracle or until they die. And I'm not just talking about the older folks, which is bad enough, but there are a few younger ones...25, 29, 43, and 49 years old that are bedbound with deformed limbs and who cannot breathe on their own. And most of them are in contact isolation, whicgh means I have to put on a mask, gloves, and surgical gown when going into their rooms. How inhuman is that, it breaks my heart to treat them that way, but I have to. Imagine stroking someone's hand and they feel rubber instead of warm flesh. And then they plead with their eyes for you to stay with them, but you have to leave. Today I walked in on a patient who I've never heard utter a sound, but today she was sounding like an innocent little baby whimpering as the nurse tried to get an IV in her hand. It just got to me today. But I'll be positive and do what I can do and start fresh on Monday. I try not to get emotionally involved with them, but I find myself thinking about them when I'm home on the weekends, hoping they're ok. I pray for them, that's all I can do.
Anyway, please don't get mad at me for posting all this misery. You're all my pals, I just wanted to share my day. It helps to tell someone.
Tomorrow I have a nice day planned, with my friend Casey. OMG he's another sob story, what do I get myself into! (He's the priest stricken with severe diabetes and Parkinson's). Well, I told him he better be ready right after breakfast, because I'm kidnapping him from his residence for the day and we're going to kick back and watch some stupid movie, order in, snooze if he feels like it, and go through his old photos which I'm in the process of scanning for him. We crack each other up all the time, he's so funny. Imagine a guy right off the boat from Ireland, with the accent, I mimic him all the time and he thinks it's hilarious. Can't wait til tomorrow.

I have the news on, and they're showing the flyers with photos posted in London, looking for missing loved ones from the bombings. It made me nauseous for a moment, ho much it reminded me of 9/11 when I couldn't even pck up a container of milk at the corner store without seeing hundreds of photos like those. What is going on in this world?? I hope I don't sound insensitive, but thank God there's this cruise coming up. I sure as hell need it! And I swear, the moment I'm off that boat and near a phone, I'm booking a nice big vaca for late July 2007...first a 4 day Wonder trip, and then the Poly for a week. I may have to sell everything I own on ebay, but I'm going and that's final!

Should I go out?? OK you talked me into it, I'll stay a bit longer and see if I can turn this into thesis length!

Does anyone have any chocolate??? Please!!! I may need to go out later after all.


Have any of you ever seen the movie It's a Mad Mad Mad Mad World? I think it's the funniest movie ever made. I think I'll go over to Amazon.com and buy it. No kidding. I remember once it was on late at night, and everyone was asleep. I was laughing so loud, screaming with laughter, it woke Mel up and he couldn't believe I was laughing that hard at a movie.
Over to Amazon. BBL
