Cancer

[PollyannaMom]

I’m so glad you got a good report this time. It’s scary, it’s ugly, chemo is brutal. Dealing with it here, too.

I hope it works out for you as well!

 

[katie01]

I'm so relieved to hear you are ok. I am really sorry though for the constant stress and worry you must feel over it, I hear other people who have battled cancer say the same thing, that that is one of the toughest parts. It's a good reminder for all of us to live each day to the fullest and appreciate the time we have, and I pray that you have lots and lots of time on this earth to enjoy

 

[dominiondad]

Yeah, cancer blows. I had a differnet cancer, and only Stage II, but I go through the same crap. Every headache is a brain tumor, every cough means it spread to my lungs. Fortunately for me, it appears the cancer fight is behind me for now. The CT scans and doctor visits are a grind. But they are worth it. Hopefully you have moments, even days, when you forget about it. Live for those moments. Never stop fighting. Cancer is an a--hole and every day you wake up you win. Keep up the good fight!

 

[scrhsa]

Great news! As they say, If you are going through hell, keep going! You can handle far more than you think you can!

 

[Praying Colonel]

Thanks for sharing your story. Cancer sucks. Way to hang in there and fight. (And this kind of thing is part of the fight, too.)

 

[Pea-n-Me]

Sixteen year breast cancer survivor here. The first few years were the hardest, and I've been pretty fortunate in the ensuing years since then. Then out of the blue one morning this past spring, I felt a large something while I was getting dressed, and that old, familiar sense of dread washed over me again. On my way to work I managed to get in touch with my oncologist, and despite being almost to work, I had to turn around and go to her office in the opposite direction, in heavy traffic, plus explain to my new boss what was going on. Ugh.

Doc sent me over to the hospital for a full work up. It was so hard being there under those circumstances, not a good feeling. Thankfully no cancer was detected, they feel it is just scar tissue from the surgery and radiation to that area. (I did have three types of chemo as well.) I don't like it being there but what can you do. I try not to think about it. But I understand that feeling of total vulnerability after you've had cancer and beat it, but still have that underlying worry it might some day come back. It does help us appreciate the good days, though, doesn't it?

I also agree with pp's that your threads make me smile. Hope you're feeling better now! Hugs to all the other cancer survivors here and those who love and care for us!

 

[disneychrista]

I'm so sorry this happened to you. Are you seeing a specialist or a regular gynocologist? I was sent to a specialist because I was pregnant at the time, I feel like he was much more aggressive with the colposcopies than a regular doctor would be. Did you have cancer that was removed? Or did you test positive for the virus?
The colposcopy itself doesn't hurt, that's just the microscope thing that they use to look closely at your cervix. I'm sorry to say this but I think the biopsies that they take during the procedure hurt way more than a pap. My doctor told me to start taking ibuprofen before the biopsies and it helped a lot.

So far just the virus. They found mine because they tested for it, something they didn't do 20 years ago. I had a loooonnnng break between partners and thought why do I need to go to the doctor for something "I'm not using." I wasn't having sex, I didn't need birth control, no chance of any STD/STI, so I didn't go the GYN. So now I am left wondering did I have it for 20+ years or only a few month. In the end I guess it doesn't matter, it's just that if I had it for 20 years, it seems there is more of a chance that it will develop into cancer. If I've only had a few years (now) then there is a greater chance that it will clear.

You are right the colpo itself doesn't hurt, but I associate the biopsy they did (which hurt for a couple days after) with the procedure. They found one area that they biopsied but it came back "normal." So just annual paps & screenings.

Here's hoping that we both continue to have negative screenings.

 

[MIGrandma]

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Glad you got good news.

Our daughter just completed 8 rounds of chemo (breast cancer) and will start 4-6 weeks of radiation soon. Cancer is an evil thing to deal with.

 

[Dan Murphy]

Jason! I'm happy to hear your relief of the 'false alarm'. And the fact that it was a 'false alarm'. You're a strong guy, Jason. 's (Can I give you a hug, buddy?)

I understand, to a degree, how you feel. With Marie a 21 year cancer survivor, every time the mammogram time comes up, then the waiting, once in awhile a retake or something additional, it sends shivers up her spine, concern for both her and me. As a cancer survivor, you are in remission for the balance of your life. Stay close with the docs, listen to what they suggest, follow up as you you need to do and they tell you to do.

You're a good guy, Jason. 's (one more)


And as Linda said above.....Prayers and good wishes for all those survivors and all those who will be tomorrow's survivors.

 

[Simba's Mom]

The thing is, when you beat cancer, it isnt like you beat the beast and are now a hero, you spend the rest of your life, anytime anything is wrong with you, proving to a team of Doctors it hasnt returned.

4 years ago I beat stage 4 Lymphoma, the most aggressive kind. Itthe beggging of June I noticed a lump in my neck, wait 2-3 weeks and just hope it goes away. It dont go to the Doctor, they fight with insurance companies, then argue about imaging and biopesys; Get one, the one doctor dont think they got enough, remove whole lympnoid from my neck, wait for results, btw in Hopstial for 6 hours, come home and got on the DIS (thank you vicodine ) went back to Dr twice, the results wernt in, so Doctor explains next move, if/when it comes back positive, they send me either to Cleveland Clinic, or Philadelphia Cancer Center, both would be for 28 days and be in isolation, Clinic for bone marrow transplant, or Philly for new treatment, that is working great and I am excellent candidate cause of my over all health.

Well today the test come back, all is well, it just swelled up cause some lymnoids damaged from chemo 4 years ago . Im so grateful but let me tell ya big boy cant keep this **** up

Thanks so much for giving me this reminder. DH is the cancer survivor (has his 5 year check up next week). I really appreciate the reminder of how to be a better spouse of a cancer survivor, knowing that it's always in his mind so to always be aware of that.

 

[Micca]

Glad to hear the good news Jason.

 

[Kitty 34]

I held my breath opening this thread. Phew!! Thank goodness your summer worries are over!

Love ya, Jason.

 

[TheFloatingBear]

I'm so glad you received good news. I can't imagine how stressful the last few months must have been. I lost my mom to cancer almost 20 years ago. I am thankful that there have been so many advancements in treatment, but it truly takes such a toll physically and emotionally - I'm so glad you are well!

There has been many a tough day that your threads (and your sense of humor!) have lifted my spirits and brought a smile to my face - I especially enjoy your music threads, so I hope this song brings a smile to yours today...

 

[AnnaS]

I was afraid to open this thread also. So happy to read you have a clean/clear scan.

Unfortunately we know all about the beast. I lost quiet a few close family members. I recently had a scare myself. Waited and waited.......so hard. Thankfully benign.

Keep checking and sitting in doctor offices........my dh has heart problems (heart attacks, bypass, pericardial effusion surgery, etc.) - he runs to the doctor for the slightest thing......that's okay.....better safe than sorry.

Thank you for sharing.

 

[Feralpeg]

The thing is, when you beat cancer, it isnt like you beat the beast and are now a hero, you spend the rest of your life, anytime anything is wrong with you, proving to a team of Doctors it hasnt returned.

4 years ago I beat stage 4 Lymphoma, the most aggressive kind. Itthe beggging of June I noticed a lump in my neck, wait 2-3 weeks and just hope it goes away. It dont go to the Doctor, they fight with insurance companies, then argue about imaging and biopesys; Get one, the one doctor dont think they got enough, remove whole lympnoid from my neck, wait for results, btw in Hopstial for 6 hours, come home and got on the DIS (thank you vicodine ) went back to Dr twice, the results wernt in, so Doctor explains next move, if/when it comes back positive, they send me either to Cleveland Clinic, or Philadelphia Cancer Center, both would be for 28 days and be in isolation, Clinic for bone marrow transplant, or Philly for new treatment, that is working great and I am excellent candidate cause of my over all health.

Well today the test come back, all is well, it just swelled up cause some lymnoids damaged from chemo 4 years ago . Im so grateful but let me tell ya big boy cant keep this **** up

So glad your news was good! Sadly, I found out yesterday that my cancer is back for the third time. It is in multiple lymph nodes in my chest. That is good! I went in, for the results of my Pet scan, expecting them to tell me it had spread to my lungs or more. I am thrilled, if one can be about a cancer diagnosis, that it is only in the lymph nodes. So, here I go again. A biopsy to make sure it is still the same cancer, then chemo. I will do oral chemo this time rather than traditional IV chemo. Not sure what to expect, but I will deal.

Low-key, I totally understand. I also don't want to keep doing this!

 

[Sheree Bobbins]

The thing is, when you beat cancer, it isnt like you beat the beast and are now a hero, you spend the rest of your life, anytime anything is wrong with you, proving to a team of Doctors it hasnt returned.

4 years ago I beat stage 4 Lymphoma, the most aggressive kind. Itthe beggging of June I noticed a lump in my neck, wait 2-3 weeks and just hope it goes away. It dont go to the Doctor, they fight with insurance companies, then argue about imaging and biopesys; Get one, the one doctor dont think they got enough, remove whole lympnoid from my neck, wait for results, btw in Hopstial for 6 hours, come home and got on the DIS (thank you vicodine ) went back to Dr twice, the results wernt in, so Doctor explains next move, if/when it comes back positive, they send me either to Cleveland Clinic, or Philadelphia Cancer Center, both would be for 28 days and be in isolation, Clinic for bone marrow transplant, or Philly for new treatment, that is working great and I am excellent candidate cause of my over all health.

Well today the test come back, all is well, it just swelled up cause some lymnoids damaged from chemo 4 years ago . Im so grateful but let me tell ya big boy cant keep this **** up

Thank-goodness. Such positive news. Good for you and your doctors. You are an overcomer.

 

[Dan Murphy]

So glad your news was good! Sadly, I found out yesterday that my cancer is back for the third time. It is in multiple lymph nodes in my chest. That is good! I went in, for the results of my Pet scan, expecting them to tell me it had spread to my lungs or more. I am thrilled, if one can be about a cancer diagnosis, that it is only in the lymph nodes. So, here I go again. A biopsy to make sure it is still the same cancer, then chemo. I will do oral chemo this time rather than traditional IV chemo. Not sure what to expect, but I will deal.

Low-key, I totally understand. I also don't want to keep doing this!

Awww, Peggy. 's A very clichéd response from me...so sorry to hear this.

What a bummer. Sounds good though, Peggy, if you have to have it again, as you said, 'only' in the lymph nodes. Prayers are with you, as always.

Hoping Kendall is improved also. 's

 

[Mrs. Ciz]

I am so glad you got good news Low-key!!!!

 

[fly girl]

So so happy to read you are ok.

I am sure it is a challenge and an emotional rollercoaster every time you go in to see the doc. Stay positive, stay strong! You rock, @low-key!!

 

[littlejimmy]

Thank-goodness. Such positive news. Good for you and your doctors. You are an overcomer.

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