I need a moment as I just feel like crying with everything going on! Sister called and Mom is all out of sorts so she said just don't listen to her today. She keeps asking the same questions over and over again and they tell her she needs to ask some to the physical therapist. She won't listen to the psychiatrist or anyone explaining why she needs to see someone like that.
Sometimes medications can make people confused. And it is possible with the medications and the radiation, perhaps she has some chemical build up in her body that is causing her confusion.
Before DFIL was diagnosed with his tumor, we all were thinking it was early Alzheimer's disease. When they FINALLY got him to a doctor they discovered his tumor and the reason for his mental state (chemical build up.... tumor related). Maybe as her tumor(s) are shrinking with the radiation and such, the confusion will get better? And perhaps when she gets home she will be more clear-minded. The hospital is a TERRIBLE place to really rest!They are constantly coming in, taking BP and temperature, etc! Plus it is just a different place. Hopefully once she is home things will be better. Ashleigh forget her lunch, sister called right as I was trying to get Izzie ready for the bus. It's been thundering and lightning here all morning. My house is a mess and I just want to go back to bed. I told my co-worker that I would be in between 1030 and 11 and that I was just having a bad morning all around. My sunburn and heat rash are stinging so I need to run over to CVS before going into work. I have 3 clients today so it's going to be a long day.
I'm proud I'm just taking the morning for myself. I'm feeling overwhelmed with all that I have to do over the next 2 weeks before I leave and I'm trying to find time to go out alone with Brian.
Emailed sister-in-law to remind her about the recital and she said she thought she wasn't going. She knew my parents weren't coming up which meant my niece wasn't which meant that I now have 3 extra tickets for the show. I posted on FB and another mom from dancing said she could probably use them. DSIL hasn't even called to check on things and we haven't seen her since the middle of last month. I think I'll ask her to baby-sit next Friday night. I need a night out alone with Brian before I go.
Thanks for letting me cry on all of your shoulders this morning. I haven't had any chance for just me so I'm feeling lousy this morning and just am going to have a good cry!
Hey Sarah May- You inspired me to make a taco salad for Brian and my dinner tonight.I'm going to make it with TJs chile lime chicken burgers, Doritos, shredded lettuce, Mexican cheese and lite thousand island dressing. It's perfect for a hot night.
Thanks again to all my friends here!
TTFN![]()
The muffins got pretty good and are an edible breakfast for me. I hate to even say this because I feel really guilty but we have central air so I didnt mind turning on the oven. This was our first home with it and so for 28 years I lived in a home with only one air conditioner so I totally feel your pain.
Central air tends to be a regional thing, I find. I know almost NO ONE in NH with it in their homes, but family in PA all have it. The only folks around here who have it are the "rich" folks!!
Hang in there P
Thanks! School ends the 16th for DD and the 21st for DS. The fundraiser I am holding for Robotics is 6/24.... after that things should relax just a bit!! And I'm trying to remember that if every room isn't clean....so be it! If the lawn isn't mowed.... oh well! If the garage hasn't been cleaned out yet this spring... big deal!! Trying to keep all my balls in the air and I definitely drop at least one a day, but as long as it isn't a "breakable" one, life will go on.
We had a blast last night at the game. My boys got lucky and while we were waiting to see the players come out an older gentleman that works there came over and was talking to the boys about baseball. Then he came back and gave them each a used baseball. Mike went and bought a sharpie just in case we could get any autographs. The first person to come out was the Manager Ryne Sandberg. Now for anyone who isnt a baseball freak I will say that he played for years with the cubs and then a few years in philly. He was inducted into the Baseball Hall of Fame in 2005. Well he said hello to the boys and signed their balls including writing HOF 05. We stopped there. These balls are going for 100 dollars on ebay.This will be something so special for my boys to have when they grow up. We were so excited.
The other good part was I did not eat a thing while at the park. It was so hot and humid that we were soaked by the time we got to the car.
Im not sure what to do today with the boys. It is suppose to be 96 today with a heat index of over 100. The kids are bugging me to do something. This may be a play in the hose kinda day.
Glad I could help out and really funny as I had an extra 8 points so I ended up having a TJ's chili lime burger on a thin bun with some spinich leaves out of my garden...the first produce I have eaten from a garden I have created ever!
SarahMay
So far I've only stayed at two: All Star Music and Kidani Village @AKL. Kidani wins, hands down. It was just so awesome: the pool, the lobby, the decor, the rooms, even the transportation wasn't bad! If I ever buy DVC that's my number one home resort. However, we're staying at Beach Club Villas in October, and I hope we really like that too-but with Stormalong Bay and being steps from Epcot, how could we not?
Last night I finally yelled/at confronted her. I think she understands now. She thought I've just been being mean for no reason. She agreed to buy healthier stuff.
I need a moment as I just feel like crying with everything going on!
![]()
I'm glad you are getting it out. Remember to take care of YOU!
Hey Sarah May- You inspired me to make a taco salad for Brian and my dinner tonight.I'm going to make it with TJs chile lime chicken burgers, Doritos, shredded lettuce, Mexican cheese and lite thousand island dressing. It's perfect for a hot night.
Teehee, ok, show of hands, how many of us, after yesterday's conversation, ended up doing tacos/taco salad/mexican last night? We were SUPPOSED to have turkey-- and we did... just different turkey, ground turkey, and a whole CUP of refried beans... soooo yummy! While I was at the store picking up what I needed, I saw they had "watermelon salsa" Well, I have leftover cilantro from the tomato salsa last night, and of COURSE we have watermelon... I think I'm gonna have to try me some of that!!!
Oh, the scale was much nicer this morning!
SarahMayWanna trade scales?I have been the very picture of virtue all week, but my scale is objecting to how much salt and fiber I had for dinner yesterday. Hopefully it will all flush out by tomorrow... if not, oh well, it means I'll get a bigger drop somewhere down the road, I hope...
QOTD 6/9 -- Well, see (and don't flame me.) We have never stayed at a Disney Resort. We've stayed twice at Shades of Green, but nowhere else. My parents took me to WDW for the first (and only) time when I was 13. My folks like making trips "on a shoestring," and this was one of those. if they spent $500 total, the whole time, I'd be surprised (but hey, better than never going at all, right?) Airfare courtesy of skymiles or some similar program, hotel $19 a night (1989) in Kissimee, and breakfast every day was one of the restaurants advertising "2 eggs, 2 bacon, and toast for $1.99!" (They got ya on the beverages!) I don't recall where our discount park tickets came from, but we had those, too.
I went twice more in HS with the band, but we stayed in hotels off-property for that, too.
We stayed at Shades of Green in 2001 when we took my step-daughter, before the remodel. I liked it better than the new version. And we stayed there again in 2006, when we sponsored my parents and sister to come along. (And yes, SoG is technically "on" the property, and has the busses and everything, but it's not run by Disney, so I don't think it "counts")
This next trip, I think my folks are tagging along, too, so I got a 3br timeshare somewhere in Kissimee.
Now, all that said, I REALLY like the Grand Floridian. I went to the spa there the last trip I was on. The spa was not the best I've ever been to, but not the worst, either, but I took the monorail to the hotel, and stepping off into the foyer, which they were busy decorating for the holidays (it was the week before Thanksgiving)... well, they were going for "wow factor" and they definitely succeeded.
I told my husband that next time, that's where I wanted to stay and I didn't care how much it cost... but, in the end, I'm a fairly practical person. I can get a whole week at the timeshare for what one night would cost at the Floridian just for me and the kids (and not even in the really good rooms!), and we got the 3 br for the same price as the 2 br, so my parents (if they come) will be staying for free. (But I still am going to to VISIT the Floridian.)
A charity I support can build a whole school in a village for what my "dream vacation" would cost, so if I ever did have that much money, no way could I justify blowing it on myself. And, yes, there are all sorts of options on-property, even camping, but in the end, I just need a place to sleep, so I would rather spend the money on other things.
QOTD Thursday, June 9
I thought I'd end the week with an easy one.What is your favorite Disney Resort?
I knew wheni went to bed last night that today wasn't going to be a good day. I think working every day is catching up with me and im just fed up with everything. I've given myself the day off from running i just need some me time and im absolutly swamped with homework. My essay that is due tomorrow I had finished on monday and sent it off to my teacher to look over before i handed it in. Honestly i had though it was pretty decent but he sent it back with all these suggestions and changes I should make and now im just like, when am i going to get this done?! Working 1-9 today and 9-4 tomorrow with class at 6pm tomorrow! I'm seriously stressing and last night i found the easter basket that i had been refusing to touch and attacked some mini reeses cups!
I'm bringing in the rest of the candy to work today, those vultures will get rid of it in two seconds.
Needless to say, i dont feel like excersizing and i dont even feel like eating. I feel like not having this stressful job and having to be there EVERY DAY because they decided to fire the other trainer and now wont help me with anything.
Ok rant over, im very sorry. Ive had a really good week and today seems like the day that could break it all.
I knew wheni went to bed last night that today wasn't going to be a good day. I think working every day is catching up with me and im just fed up with everything. I've given myself the day off from running i just need some me time and im absolutly swamped with homework. My essay that is due tomorrow I had finished on monday and sent it off to my teacher to look over before i handed it in. Honestly i had though it was pretty decent but he sent it back with all these suggestions and changes I should make and now im just like, when am i going to get this done?! Working 1-9 today and 9-4 tomorrow with class at 6pm tomorrow! I'm seriously stressing and last night i found the easter basket that i had been refusing to touch and attacked some mini reeses cups!
I'm bringing in the rest of the candy to work today, those vultures will get rid of it in two seconds.
Needless to say, i dont feel like excersizing and i dont even feel like eating. I feel like not having this stressful job and having to be there EVERY DAY because they decided to fire the other trainer and now wont help me with anything.
Ok rant over, im very sorry. Ive had a really good week and today seems like the day that could break it all.
Teehee, ok, show of hands, how many of us, after yesterday's conversation, ended up doing tacos/taco salad/mexican last night? We were SUPPOSED to have turkey-- and we did... just different turkey, ground turkey, and a whole CUP of refried beans... soooo yummy! While I was at the store picking up what I needed, I saw they had "watermelon salsa" Well, I have leftover cilantro from the tomato salsa last night, and of COURSE we have watermelon... I think I'm gonna have to try me some of that!!!
Not last night, but definitely tonight!!
I told my husband that next time, that's where I wanted to stay and I didn't care how much it cost... but, in the end, I'm a fairly practical person. I can get a whole week at the timeshare for what one night would cost at the Floridian just for me and the kids (and not even in the really good rooms!), and we got the 3 br for the same price as the 2 br, so my parents (if they come) will be staying for free. (But I still am going to to VISIT the Floridian.)
A charity I support can build a whole school in a village for what my "dream vacation" would cost, so if I ever did have that much money, no way could I justify blowing it on myself. And, yes, there are all sorts of options on-property, even camping, but in the end, I just need a place to sleep, so I would rather spend the money on other things.
EAT! (healthfully). You need the fuel with everything you have going on. You've been running every day, instead of the every-other-day program, so "taking today off" isn't really doing anything wrong. Reese's cups are one of my many vices, too, but your week is only "broken" if you let it be. Out of all the things folks have been saying here, I think my favorite analogy is "if you broke one plate, would you break the rest of the set?" Drink your water, get through your workday, one thing at a time. As for you essay, suggestions are SUGGESTIONS. If you agree with him and have time, sure, go ahead and make some changes, otherwise, polish any syntax and go with it. Unless you sent in a pile of poo first and a diamond the second time, chances are the grades AREN'T going to be that different. (It's called "central tendency" In my grad school, you knew you were going to get an 89, B+, unless your paper was clearly tripe. Nobody gave A's, but they didn't want to crush anyone's souls.)
Good for you for taking some "me" time. You're doing great for exercise this week so far, so if you're tired, resting is the right choice, IMHO. As for the evil Reese's. It's done, can't be UN-done, and getting them out of the house is the safest choice, good for you!!! Now, move on, on bad night is not going to break you unless you let it!
Again. EAT! Something healthy for you! NOT eating is NOT going to help you feel less tired or overwhelmed, and could set you up for bad choices tonight when you're tired from work and stressing looking at that paper...
Good luck, good choices, you can do this!!!:cheer2:
I am nervous as all get out for the weigh-in tomorrow. I did NOT eat very well yesterday and according to the scale, I haven't lost anything. I know, some of it's probably water because of the extra sodium I ate yesterday. But it's discouragingEspecially since I just want more than anything to lose this weight. I don't want to fight the battle anymore whenever I go clothes shopping- I just want to find stuff that fits without having to struggle in the fitting rooms and wonder if it's gonna look ridiculous because it's too small. I don't think I have extreme goals, I just wish I could achieve them.
That being said....
I know this is not a doorway, this is a staircase and it will take time to get to the top. If it were just handed to me, it wouldn't mean nearly as much as if I earned it and worked hard for it like I am now. My first week might be a maintain week, and as much as I don't want it to be, I will use that as motivation to make NEXT week a Super Losing Week.
Thank you guys so much for letting me vent here. I know I don't always respond to every poster, and I don't get in on the conversations too much (I can't keep up! It's dizzying!) but just to have a spot to come air my frustrations is really great and helps so much. You ladies (and gentlemen!) are amazing and I am so proud to be a part of you!!
QOTD Wednesday, June 8
What are your emergency healthy snack ideas for when you are out and don't have time to get a healthy meal, or for when you are home and you just can't make it until dinner without eating something?
QOTD Thursday, June 9
I thought I'd end the week with an easy one.What is your favorite Disney Resort?
Sending you kind thoughts and lots of hugs Tracey.Thanks for letting me cry on all of your shoulders this morning. I haven't had any chance for just me so I'm feeling lousy this morning and just am going to have a good cry!
Thanks again to all my friends here!
TTFN![]()
What a fabulous night! Now will the boys expect hall of fame autographed balls everytime you go to a game?**********************************************************
We had a blast last night at the game. My boys got lucky and while we were waiting to see the players come out an older gentleman that works there came over and was talking to the boys about baseball. Then he came back and gave them each a used baseball. Mike went and bought a sharpie just in case we could get any autographs. The first person to come out was the Manager Ryne Sandberg. Now for anyone who isnt a baseball freak I will say that he played for years with the cubs and then a few years in philly. He was inducted into the Baseball Hall of Fame in 2005. Well he said hello to the boys and signed their balls including writing HOF 05. We stopped there. These balls are going for 100 dollars on ebay.This will be something so special for my boys to have when they grow up. We were so excited.
The other good part was I did not eat a thing while at the park. It was so hot and humid that we were soaked by the time we got to the car.
Im not sure what to do today with the boys. It is suppose to be 96 today with a heat index of over 100. The kids are bugging me to do something. This may be a play in the hose kinda day.
Oh, the scale was much nicer this morning!
SarahMay
Just do the best you can--that's all you can do. Hang in there.I knew wheni went to bed last night that today wasn't going to be a good day. I think working every day is catching up with me and im just fed up with everything. I've given myself the day off from running i just need some me time and im absolutly swamped with homework. My essay that is due tomorrow I had finished on monday and sent it off to my teacher to look over before i handed it in. Honestly i had though it was pretty decent but he sent it back with all these suggestions and changes I should make and now im just like, when am i going to get this done?! Working 1-9 today and 9-4 tomorrow with class at 6pm tomorrow! I'm seriously stressing and last night i found the easter basket that i had been refusing to touch and attacked some mini reeses cups!
I'm bringing in the rest of the candy to work today, those vultures will get rid of it in two seconds.
Needless to say, i dont feel like excersizing and i dont even feel like eating. I feel like not having this stressful job and having to be there EVERY DAY because they decided to fire the other trainer and now wont help me with anything.
Ok rant over, im very sorry. Ive had a really good week and today seems like the day that could break it all.
very well said. And fwiw--a maintain is not a gain.That being said....
I know this is not a doorway, this is a staircase and it will take time to get to the top. If it were just handed to me, it wouldn't mean nearly as much as if I earned it and worked hard for it like I am now. My first week might be a maintain week, and as much as I don't want it to be, I will use that as motivation to make NEXT week a Super Losing Week.
i was actually surprised and thought maybe he is TOO white! it seems alot of the print ads our there have pictures of ethnically ambiguous kids and thomas is most definitely not that!
A word for those who aren't swapping up their eating much, but exercising a lot, my beautiful sister put on a great deal of weight throughout her 4 pregnancies, and for financial reasons couldn't manage the more expensive, healthier choices in the grocery stores... she was obese for years. She has been working out like a mad beast the last year or so, and she has lost over 50lbs and looks fantastic
We currently have 21 participants and an average total measurement of 171 1/3 inches.
Its been a long day. Decided to go for a run before work since I had to bring my dad to work anyways. Trust me when I woke up I waas not planning on it! I also wasn't scheduled to run today but I've been enjoying it so much I didn't see the harm.
So now im at work and im just exhausted. The soda case is looking real tempting. Anyone. Have any thing they go to when they need that energy boost? Normally I would have a can of coke but no more soda for me!
Just a few more hours then home for day 9 of 30 day shred, which I do not feel like doing, and a fair amount of homework tonight!
I really should just post a warning that I'm going to vent CC
I've had a very good day today! Stayed within my allotted WW points, and actually have one left over, but since I'm not sure what's worth one point, not going to bother with it. Did some moderate intensity housework for 45 minutes today (scrubbed the bathroom, vacuumed, dishes, cleaned up my room, made the bed, cleaned off a shelving unit for my townhouse next year) and I have some laundry in now.
I also did another hour on the tread mill about 30 minutes of which I ran so that was good. I have had all my water for the day plus some, have avoided all soda, have had my fruit, the bed is made, I still have 8 points left for the day so I think I will go see what I want!
UGH! I swear if its not one thing with my body its another. I have to go in AGAIN for another x-ray and ultrasound. Why you might ask? Because dr looked at my leg today and didn't like the swelling, the color, or the fact that it was warm. Now have to make sure I don't have another blood clot. **INSERT BAD WORDS HERE**
I wanna be a loser! I'm in week three of WW and would love to join all of you. I haven't read all of the instructions on how to do this as it's almost 2:00 a.m. but wanted to get on the bandwagon right away! Sounds like a lot of fun and I"m looking forward to this being great motivation for me to stay on track!
Called my mom who was crying as when I first tried to call she couldn't find the phone. She said yesterday a psychiatrist came in to talk to her and all she did was say how stupid they are and what a waste of money but she cries over not being able to find the phone! Never met anyone more resistant than her. She's hoping to go home Sunday. The doctor is coming in at 7 so she said she'd call me after. She said they are thrilled with her progress this week.
Loved the Bruins game last night! We were so hot that Brian and I had a drink to cool off.
i ate a bunch of crap last night. no reason why. made a nice dinner but after thomas went to sleep i just ate and ate and ate.
QOTD Thursday, June 9
I thought I'd end the week with an easy one.What is your favorite Disney Resort?
I need a moment as I just feel like crying with everything going on! Sister called and Mom is all out of sorts so she said just don't listen to her today. She keeps asking the same questions over and over again and they tell her she needs to ask some to the physical therapist. She won't listen to the psychiatrist or anyone explaining why she needs to see someone like that. Ashleigh forget her lunch, sister called right as I was trying to get Izzie ready for the bus. It's been thundering and lightning here all morning. My house is a mess and I just want to go back to bed. I told my co-worker that I would be in between 1030 and 11 and that I was just having a bad morning all around. My sunburn and heat rash are stinging so I need to run over to CVS before going into work. I have 3 clients today so it's going to be a long day.
I'm proud I'm just taking the morning for myself. I'm feeling overwhelmed with all that I have to do over the next 2 weeks before I leave and I'm trying to find time to go out alone with Brian.
Emailed sister-in-law to remind her about the recital and she said she thought she wasn't going. She knew my parents weren't coming up which meant my niece wasn't which meant that I now have 3 extra tickets for the show. I posted on FB and another mom from dancing said she could probably use them. DSIL hasn't even called to check on things and we haven't seen her since the middle of last month. I think I'll ask her to baby-sit next Friday night. I need a night out alone with Brian before I go.
Thanks for letting me cry on all of your shoulders this morning. I haven't had any chance for just me so I'm feeling lousy this morning and just am going to have a good cry!
The first person to come out was the Manager Ryne Sandberg.
The other good part was I did not eat a thing while at the park. Im not sure what to do today with the boys. It is suppose to be 96 today with a heat index of over 100. The kids are bugging me to do something. This may be a play in the hose kinda day.
I knew wheni went to bed last night that today wasn't going to be a good day. I think working every day is catching up with me and im just fed up with everything. I've given myself the day off from running i just need some me time and im absolutly swamped with homework. My essay that is due tomorrow I had finished on monday and sent it off to my teacher to look over before i handed it in. Honestly i had though it was pretty decent but he sent it back with all these suggestions and changes I should make and now im just like, when am i going to get this done?! Working 1-9 today and 9-4 tomorrow with class at 6pm tomorrow! I'm seriously stressing and last night i found the easter basket that i had been refusing to touch and attacked some mini reeses cups!
I'm bringing in the rest of the candy to work today, those vultures will get rid of it in two seconds.
Needless to say, i dont feel like excersizing and i dont even feel like eating. I feel like not having this stressful job and having to be there EVERY DAY because they decided to fire the other trainer and now wont help me with anything.
Ok rant over, im very sorry. Ive had a really good week and today seems like the day that could break it all.
I don't think I have extreme goals, I just wish I could achieve them.
That being said....
I know this is not a doorway, this is a staircase and it will take time to get to the top. If it were just handed to me, it wouldn't mean nearly as much as if I earned it and worked hard for it like I am now. My first week might be a maintain week, and as much as I don't want it to be, I will use that as motivation to make NEXT week a Super Losing Week.
Well.... I at least have 3 clean toilets to show for today!
Toilet paper refilled in all bathrooms. All bathroom trash emptied.
Hopefully I'll have time to vacuume before I leave at 3:10 to pick up DD.
he was all mister giggles and waving and blowing kisses at the agent.
Here's some food for thought as we get ready for weigh-in tomorrow. Take a minute to think about how the week has gone? Did you drink your water? Did you get any exercise in? Did you journal your food? Did you follow your plan if you had one? What are you most proud of this week? Do you feel like you made a good starting effort?
I'm not going to say the number on the scale doesn't matter--cause it still matters to me. But, I know what I did right this week and I know what I could have worked harder on. The scale will say what it will say.
Welcome!! How are you liking WW? Is it your first "attempt"?