Hi....(sheepish)....is it OK if I slink back in for the summer as a maintainer? I got lost in the shuffle and the spring break and the several shows demanding a lot of last-minute scrambling over the spring and the extra-large January group and all...but summer is different and somehow it doesn't feel like it would be right to go through the Summer without joining the BL challenge.
I can't promise to be the most regular poster, but I'd like to be around more than I have been the past few months.
So here's what happened - after the WW revolution in November/December (when I'd been maintaining for almost a year), I tried and tried to make PointsPlus work for me, but... it turns out I can't handle Free Fruit. And people suggested modifications, etc. etc. Anyway, I switched over to MyFitnessPal.com and did 3 half marathons in 61 days (or some crazy thing), ended up with tendonitis, then went on a cruise and got and a little complacent and busy and ended up almost to the point where my clothes were not going to fit any more. I've reeled it back in again with the help of MFP and some WISH friends on that site and remembering "Hey, yeah, this isn't easy," and at least my pants fit comfortably again, though I'm at the top of my maintenance range still. It's amazing how much of a difference a few pounds can make at the end.
QOTD Thursday, June 2
How do you feel about stepping on the scale for the first weigh in tomorrow?
Mixed. The scale and I have a regular appointment every morning and I have been tracking my weight on Mondays, but the week has been going well, and I did kind of prefer weighing on Fridays, so this might be a great opportunity to switch back. We'll see, I guess!
I'm SO HAPPY to see you back!! I "saw" you recently (maybe on the Princess thread??) and meant to ask "where ya been?", but things got away from me. You are welcome back with open arms (at least from me!

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i hope everyone's having a great day! today is absolutely gorgeous out and i'm thinking of taking thomas to the zoo once he wakes from his nap. my nerves are completely shot today so i think i could use a nice walk around the zoo....and maybe some ice cream
i took thomas out in the jogger and jogged 2 miles and then walked about 1.5 miles. i'm struggling with just finishing the 2 miles but i suppose i have a couple excuses! (1. pushing a 25 lb toddler in a jogger and 2. i'm knocked up). glad i moved for an hour though. but i came back home and my stupid bulldog fiona had eaten a bunch of these disney-shaped crayons! i was so pissed! i'm really having a hard time with this dog. she has been eating everything and peeing in the house. she is jealous of thomas and doesn't get the attention she deserves. ugh.
anyway, so then we had our very last mommy and me class and the party. the thursday class is the last of the week. and the CRAZIEST one. there is a set of triplets, two sets of twins (and one of the twins has a little sister!) and then a few siblings. and for some reason the parents just don't parent their kids! this is mommy and me! not like, sit and drink your coffee while nancy babysits! we had a party for all the summer bdays and nobody helped clean, nobody helped dole out the food and drinks. i had to do it all! there were 22 kids! and my partner couldn't make it today so it literally was just me. GAH! then at storytime all the kids were SCREAMING! i actually stopped reading the book halfway through and just said, "ok everyone, thanks for coming. bye!" AND THEN NOBODY EVEN SAID THANK YOU FOR THE YEAR! nothing! what the heck?? i mean, i don't do this to be thanked but you'd think someone could be like, hey we appreciate it!
so, i'm just a little burned out today. at least it's nice out.
i'm really hoping that the september disney trip works out. i love planning and DISing and thinking about my upcoming trip. i'm really going to be sad if it doesn't work out.
Sorry about the rude parents.... what is it about some folks???
That dog would find a permanent home OUTSIDE if he belonged to me. YOu don't have time to deal with that junk.... especially since soon you will have two bambinos to watch over! Tell him...."it's my way or the highway, pooch!"
Hi everyone,
Welcome to all our new LOSERS!!!! You are in good company! This group is the most supportive group that you could ever imagine! I know I've needed it a lot lately and am going to need it even more. It's a community like you would expect in a small town. I feel like these people are old friends.
I'm having a hard time not breaking down tonight. My sister called this afternoon and gave me the latest update on my mom. (For those new here, my mom was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma about 3-4 weeks ago and has had a rough start with radiation and my sister has been taking care of her around the clock the past 10 days. She and her husband are celebrating their 25th anniversary by going on a Hawaiian cruise which she totally deserves and I would never take that away from her. )They started radiation again and are giving her double doses of morphine before the treatments. She will have 4 more treatments by next Wednesday. Then they will give her a few weeks off and start chemo the week of June 26th. I will be flying down on the morning of June 24th. I was hoping to be home by the 30th but my sister told me that I have to stay until July 4th. She gets home on the 3rd in the evening and Mom needs to be monitored while she begins the chemo. I am very upset but know that I have to do it.
I am involved in the Cars 2 Meet in MA on July 2nd and now will not be there for the event! I have been gathering items and getting donations, etc for the event. I was so looking forward to this event and now I can't go. It's nobody's fault and I have to do what I have to do for my mom. I was looking forward to meeting the Podcast team members that are coming and now I can't be there.
Fortunately I was able to get tickets on SW for $79 each way out of Manchester, NH. I know there are people that will help Brian out but I haven't been away from my husband or the kids for this long EVER!!!! The longest I've been away from the kids is 4-5 days and now I won't see them for 10 days. Brian is a great dad so I'm not worried about that I'm just going to miss them so much! My flight gets in around 10am on 4th of July morning. We always go to a big 4th of July party on the 4th so we will all be together that day though I will really just want to be alone with them.
I will have to go back to work on July 5th but will tell my boss that I will only come in for my scheduled client that day as I will need to recover from my trip and be with the kids. Hoping Brian and I can get out alone before I go.
Sorry for the bummer message but I needed to get it down in writing so hopefully I wouldn't burst into tears in front of the kids!
TTFN
Awww.... Tracey....

I'm SO sorry that you are going to miss the Cars 2 event. I know how much you were looking forward to it. And I can only imagine how hard it will be to be gone from the girls for 10 days. But I know that YOU know that what you are doing is SO important.... both for your Mom and your sister... and for YOU!
Feel free to vent here any time you are feeling stressed or distressed or upset or whatever about your Mom's situation. Even if you just want to WHINE about the unfairness of it all.... we truly understand and don't judge at all. You are in a really tough spot right now.
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Evening friends!
I managed to touch base with swim coach and we got all of the trail mix made and bagged and labeled (88 bags). My car is partially loaded for tomorrow with the EZ Up canopy, my tent and sleeping bags, chairs, cooler full of drinks (no ice yet). Plus I have a big plastic tote in kitchen full of "stuff" plus two smaller coolers full of the trail mix (gotta keep it cool so the chocolate bits don't melt

). Everything except the trail mix, the swarovski crystal beaded bracelets, and the $$ will be going (hopefully) in the first trip tomorrow at 10 am. I have two or three people meeting me there to help set up.
After that I will head home and pack up the remaining stuff, get myself showered and such. At 3pm I am bringing dinner/dessert to DS's girlfriend's house (her Mom started chemo this week

) and then picking up DD at school. After a quick run home to drop off DD's school stuff and let her change, etc. we will head over to the Relay to be sure that everything is all set.
Relay starts at 6pm....I figure I'll be right out straight with organizing, selling, walking, etc, until at least 11 pm or so. I plan to crash about midnight or 1am and hopefully sleep until about 5am.... but it depends on the noise level and whether I want to "miss all the fun"!
Now for the important stuff.....FOOD! While I KNOW I could technically stay on my SB/WW hybrid diet over the weekend with some planning, I have decided that tomorrow I won't worry about the carbs. I will try to stay within my points, but not worry about exactly WHAT those points are made up of. I would like to enjoy a bit of the trail mix I made and I have another Mom who is bringing 6 dozen homemade cookies (she is a GREAT baker) and I would like to have one!
But Sunday morning I will be back watching my carbs (a la SB) and counting my Points (go WW!).
Fingers crossed that everything for Relay goes smoothly. I'm not terribly concerned about it.... I just don't want any big goofs.
I'll try to pop on Saturday afternoon......................P