
It is so hard.
Hugs to you for all you are dealing with with ds. It's not easy. I'm sure you miss the days where the battle was to get him in the shower. Hang in there. I hope you got a good run in yesterday, and I'm so happy you're going to be able to do your race, and have such a positive attitude.
sorry you're having such a rough time, and haven't been able to get out for longer runs. You are going to do fine with your half, no matter what you're able to do before. You have a great base from the princess training, and are strong and motivated. I am sure the stress of dh's changing job, and all that you have going on isn't helping. Hang in there. Vent away. I also haven't been able to get my eating under control since the princess. I'm essentially maintaining, but need to lose again. Lisa--I'm so sorry about your BIL. I hope it is treatable.![]()
Lisa I am so sorry to hear about BIL I hope the prognosis turns out to be good and that he can fight it. You and your family are in my prayers.![]()

Lisa- I am so sorry.It is so hard.



My calfs were so tight and sore and I felt quite tired by the end. oh boy I am really doing a number on myself. Maybe signing up for a half so soon was a bad idea. Im sure I will complete it, I just dont think it will be very pretty.
I hope it goes well on Sunday.
I will be keeping your BIL in my thoughts.
I am extremely nervous about the summer, but we are looking into some options to help DS deal with what has been going on--and he's very receptive. It's only 3 1/2 months--how bad can it be right??? So he has no job, nothing lined up to do, and his bff is probably going to be out of town. No problem, right?



I could do a coast to coast Princess.I'm very excited because it looks like the new Disney race will be at Disneyland!
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Finally a clue I can figure out!![]()

I could do a coast to coast Princess.![]()
Not to mention DVC at the Grand Californian. 


Thank goodness for DVC!
Hello to all our other princesses. Hope I haven't managed to kill the thread. 
Isn't that awesome, you will finish your first disney half at your home in DL. Some times things happen for a reason, don't they. 
and Terrific
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Not to say that it wasn't all yummy, but I have no business at a buffet. I am clearly not up to the challenge
I need to remember where the treadmill is located, and that I have a weigh in Saturday morning.


I hope you enjoy it and have time to re-organize and refresh yourself.
That is so exciting. I am glad the new race is in your neck of the woods and it all will mean even more this time around. You are so inspiring.
I did like the $50 registration fee too.
I even had anxiety when we went to team threads at the start of the BL challenge.
I would love to do this--but the timing thing. I am going to have to think about it. It's a long way to travel for a short trip and it's a hard time of the year to take time off and then turn around and do Princess a few weeks later.Quiet bunch of Princesses here!
So excited to register for the Tinkerbell 1/2 at DL on January 29th.![]()
After my disappointment at the Princess, I really can't say how much it means to me that I will have my first Disney race finish at Disneyland.![]()
It is a little scary to think about having Tinkerbell and the Princess so close together but it will be nice have that coast-to-coast medal so early in the year.Thank goodness for DVC!
Maria, how was your week-end and Dennis' race?
Hello to all our other princesses. Hope I haven't managed to kill the thread.
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So how big is the 1/2 you signed up for? The first one I did was about 400 people. After having done two larger races, I prefer bigger. Mike keeps telling me I need to try a small race again, because I am much healthier since the gluten is under control. What I didn't like was seeing the same people for 13 miles. Drove me a little insane after a while. Especially the chick who didn't even have workout clothes on. But hopefully I would be passing more people this time! Anyhow, curious to see what you think.I signed up for the local half at the end of sept, and am excited, but not nearly as much as for the princess. Though I liked the $40 rregistration fee. And the fact it's so close, and I'll be able to do some training runs on the route. I would really like to increase my speed by then, and to do that I need to lose some weight for one. My friend who is running it with me, is much faster, and for a 5k, I don't mind making her wait for the 15 min while I finish, but for the half, that will be like an hour she'll be waiting. I know she won't care, but I still want to be faster. I'm interested to see how my speed will do during the race without any disney entertainment. I didn't stop a lot, but I did go back and forth across the streets to take pics of the entertainment and mile markers.
Guess I should feed ds some lunch before we go.
Have a princessey day all!!
Maria--I'm glad you found some peace during your trip.So, the best thing to come out of my weekend -- being in the home I grew up in and seeing it is unrecognizable as that place and without a single remaining indication my mother lived there for 35 years seemed to free me to feel like I can finally go through everything my dad boxed and brought up to me, which is essentially everything my mom had (other than the clothes which were already donated when she passed). I don't know why it had this effect, but it did. I also was able to see my neighborhood and feel more positive about my childhood. My parents made it the best they could, but I endured a lot of teasing and persecution because I looked different than everyone else. I think time has helped with this, too, realizing that I'm not the only kid who got picked on for whatever reason, and many people had much worse childhoods than I did. Mine was overflowing with love, and really as an adult, that's the important part that stayed with me. Sorry if that's TMI.
Anyway, I am in need of a good refocusing on weight loss and getting my workouts in -- I think I'm going to have a post-Easter renewal plan, just writing it out will help me with making it happen!
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I have a lot of demons that I need to deal with, and sometimes I think I am only hurting myself by avoiding them. DS only got picked on a few times for being multi-racial and it was enough to bring out the Mama Bear in me. I'm sorry you had to deal with that growing up.
And I hope your post-Easter renewal plan works fabulously!Me too! Tracey and CC and I have been starting to trade pms about the next challenge and I don't think anyone liked the teams--they were necessary, but I did not really like it! Hope your week is going ok. And I hope the job works out ok. That would stink to trade one stress for another!We are adjusting to the new schedule too and maybe thats part of my anxiety. I dont do well with change.I even had anxiety when we went to team threads at the start of the BL challenge.
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take care princess ladies.
), so I personally think it's kind of funny--especially the idea that I am sexist because I ran the race? So what does that make Mike? Mike had no issues with running Princess and not being able to "compete." Actually I think it annoyed him that a guy had to cross the finish line first. I think he and Tom both thought it was cool that it was a girly race, since I do like being girly on occasion.
I would personally have no problem with a men's only race. Let's see what theme--tarzan, or I guess pirates, or peter pan (for those boys who don't want to grow up
), or incredible hulk--doesn't Disney own Marvel now? Anyhow, it will be interesting to see if people keep their comments from getting ugly.
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Please feel free to gobsmack me into next week, I clearly need it!
Yeah, I was the only kid who wasn't visibly Caucasian in my neighborhood, and being adopted and in the gifted program didn't help. But, you know I caused some of it myself by being snotty because I got out of class for "enrichment" programs, and also because I just never developed good social skills. People also picked on the overweight kids, the really poor kids, the kids who's mom's worked, etc. -- it's just taken me awhile to put that in perspective. I could go on and on with TMI, but you guys don't need to be my therapist! Suffice it to say, forcing myself to deal with my past is painful, but I do think it's good, and I don't think I'm really doing it all at once, just as I can manage -- I also think you can only do it when you're ready, and you will get a sign that will let you know. Be gentle with yourself.
The trip sounds awesome, I'm glad you are getting away, you certainly deserve it -- and Tom the adult should be starting to realize your trip sschedules don't all have to revolve around him -- boy, that's going to be hard for him to believe, isn't it?! 


I had lost a pound this morning, and had done well yesterday, but sometimes I just sabotage myself. I've packed up the rest of the cookies and donuts in snack bags for michael's lunches. And I have had my fill. I did journal it all, at least.
for when you start going through all your mom's things. That can be so emotional too, bringing up all the memories, good and not so good. Hope ds is home safe and sound, and enjoys his last few vacation days.

Glad your belly is starting to feel better, and I hope the tiredness goes away soon. I can only imagine how exhausting it is being pregnant and chasing around a 2 year old can be. I hope you find your energy increasing every day.i still have yet to run for going on 4 weeks now! finally my stomach issues seem to be a little better but i still am having some bathroom problems
anway, i'm hoping that the first trimester tiredness will go away soon and i can be a little more active!
good news - we had to cancel the jan 2012 trip b/c of the new baby but we're going to try to do a sept 2011 trip! i'll be just getting into my third trimester and even though it'll be hot i'll be happy to do one more trip with thomas. we're going to do sept. 7 night - sept. 11. you know, in a way i'm kind of glad to not be in nyc on sept. 11. that might sound weird but it being the 10th anniversary will be all that more depressing. my family and my neighborhood lost so many people that i kind of want to skip the sadness. yeah, i know it's impossible to get away from it but i think being in disney will help a little.
It will be nice for you to get away, and spend some special time with Thomas before the baby comes.

The first week at a new job is always weird. Great job on your run and enjoy your taper! So, anybody else find the uproar about another women's race a little "interesting." I think most of us were title ix girls (except Lindsay--she's a baby), so I personally think it's kind of funny--especially the idea that I am sexist because I ran the race? So what does that make Mike? Mike had no issues with running Princess and not being able to "compete." Actually I think it annoyed him that a guy had to cross the finish line first. I think he and Tom both thought it was cool that it was a girly race, since I do like being girly on occasion.
I would personally have no problem with a men's only race. Let's see what theme--tarzan, or I guess pirates, or peter pan (for those boys who don't want to grow up
), or incredible hulk--doesn't Disney own Marvel now? Anyhow, it will be interesting to see if people keep their comments from getting ugly.
It will be nice for you all to have some face time.
I thought Mike had a genuine good time at the Princess and I was glad he was there because he had lots of good tips! It was frustrating me because I almost felt guilty for being excited. I started the "official" thread on the events side of the board and so far everyone seems to be playing nice. It just seems incredible to me that WISH'ers wouldn't be excited and supportive about a Disney race.
And I have to say gobsmacking is a great word! I will give you some
instead. I know that you will get back on track soon. i'm officially incredibly jealous of everyone's running and training schedules! everyone seems to be really doing so well at their races and training too (lisa, lindsay i'm lookin' at you especially!).
You're nurturing a new life so you just get a little longer rest period this time. I know you'll be back at it before you know it once your little one gets here.I am looking at it as a good test to see if the long distance running is something I really like to do, or was it more an excuse to go to disney. I would love to do another disney half some day. I am glad I am doing one in the fall, and know it will help keep me active over the summer, and I am looking forward to being able to get those long runs in without worrying about ice and snow.

I got an annual pass rate at BWV for 5 nights. Even that became a yelling match--though DS was yelling at Mike this time--because we were not taking into consideration when the Pirate movie was opening. Yes we are horrible parents.
That could give me a whole new motivation for loosing more weight.
Sorry Tom is being a pickle. I have to admit I probably was a bit like him at his age. I think it may be the "only child" syndrome. We all think the world revolves around us.
I still have a hard time realizing that it doesnt.
Can you fill me in?So, it's all falling apart for me foodwise and with exercise. I feel like an uncontrolled lump. I desperately need to get it together. I don't have any hope for this weekend's weigh in, hopefully I'll get my head on straight soon.Please feel free to gobsmack me into next week, I clearly need it!
Hang in there we can turn it all around.good news - we had to cancel the jan 2012 trip b/c of the new baby but we're going to try to do a sept 2011 trip! i'll be just getting into my third trimester and even though it'll be hot i'll be happy to do one more trip with thomas. we're going to do sept. 7 night - sept. 11. you know, in a way i'm kind of glad to not be in nyc on sept. 11. that might sound weird but it being the 10th anniversary will be all that more depressing. my family and my neighborhood lost so many people that i kind of want to skip the sadness. yeah, i know it's impossible to get away from it but i think being in disney will help a little.

How many are in your race?
My race is 4,000 which use to sound like alot but since doing the disney race I still think that is small. Im sure I will be back with the stragglers.
One day I will be a middle of the pack runner, that is my goal. I had been kind of wondering about this, too, Kathy. But I'm happy to say that I am finding that I am running for me and that I enjoy it whether I am running at home or at Disney -- although I have to admit that running and seeing you ladies is really the best of all!
Have a great day!


I remember my days off pre-kids. It consisted of laying around and watching tv. wow those were the days.