Late morning to you all friends! Sorry I didn't get this posted first thing.... wasn't feeling well when I first got up and then had to hustle out to drop the kids and head to Bible study. But here goes.......
Today's QOTD:
October is breast cancer awareness month. So I'll ask.... if you are 40+ have you had a baseline mammogram? If you are under 40, when do you plan to have your first mammogram? And for EVERYONE... do you do self-exams??
And a FLUFF QOTD:
What is your biggest personal "splurge"? Something you do often or with some regularity that is just for YOU.
I'll be back later to answer and chat, but gotta head out again to take DS for the second orthodontic opinion....................P
I was just talking about this with someone yesterday. I'm 25 and i've already had my first mamogram, the day that i had 4 lumps removed, 2 from each breast. I think breast cancer is something that is always on my mind, cancer in general really, because it is prevelant in my family, and im scared that no matter how healthy i am, it wont matter in the long run. my grandfather was the healthiest person i know and he still died from cancer, and i always thought how strange that was when i was little, because he ate oatmeal every morning for breakfast and went for a walk everyday and grew tomatoes so he must be healthy right? Perceptions of a child I guesss.
My lumps were not cancerous but i check myself all the time, because i still have lumps and you never know. its scary to be so young and have problems with that but my family has been very supportive and even though i have huge scars on my ****s they dont tend to bother me, im more proud of them than anythign.
as for my splurge...i guess i "splurge" on a lot of things...clothes, stuff for the dogs, books, electronics...i think clothes is getting better now because one of the reasons i buy so many clothes is because i was gaining weight and i never felt comfortable in my clothes, im a sucker for geeky, ironic graphic tees though, that will never change.
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Thank you to everyone who listened to my rant and gave advice. I felt better after I let that out and ive been feeling better the past few days. Last night i got home at 7 and didn't let myself sit down till i had packed my lunch and tracked my calories for today. it was a good plan. this morning i had a milestone in that i woke up at 7am and went on the trail for a run/walk. i am NOt a morning person so this is a very big deal for me. Also its cold in the morning right now in CT and i do not do well in the cold. But i forced myself and i felt better for it. not only was it the most exercise i had since saturday, i felt great having gotten it out of the way in the morning instead of forcing myself to go to the gym after i got out of work at 8
it also felt really great to run outside, which i enjoy far more than the treadmill. i feel like i can go further, mostly because i dont get bored so im not just looking at how much time is left. the one bad thing is that im still not supposed to be running right now. not running was making me incredibly cranky and my hip still hurt so i did it, and yeah my hip hurt real bad today. i will take tomorrow off and then see where we are the day after. i may go see an orthopedic doctor, mostly because my doctor is crap anyways.
i did take it easy on the run though, i had to guestimate that i went about 3 miles total because my phone didnt track it as usual, and i would run a little then walk then run then walk. i wasnt making myself do anything specific, just what felt good. i have another 5k on november 6 and i want to be ready
eating wise i did ok, i came home at 8 and was still hungry so i made some skinless chicken breast with lemon and garlic and pepper and some quinoa and had some butternut squash my gma brought over. it was yummmy but i feel like i probably went over on calories, but at least it was nothing bad for me. i did have a few caramels today at work because my boss was driving me nuts and i stress ate. still better than i have been
and now even after waking up early ive run out of hours in the day. have to go finish my reading for class tomorrow and its already 11:05pm!!! Also i havent planned any meals for tomorrow..will have to make good choices. will try to wake up early again and go for a walk, not a run. maybe take the dogs so they dont drive me buts when i get home from work at 9pm!