You have to go with what makes you happy. Everybody's shape and size are completely different. I never seem to be happy at any size, I'm always thinking I should be smaller. Right now I'm 155lbs at 5'4 and wearing a size 6 jeans. I used to be 144 and wore size 4 jeans and I still thought that was too big. I will always have that mom pouch, I had 2 boys and they were both c-sections. I decided since the pouch will always be there I might as well tattoo it, so last year I had a butterfly and my boys names tattooed on my hip. I just think we are too hard on ourselves sometimes with should be happy with who we are. There is so much emphasis on changing what was given to us. I would love to not beat myself up anymore, but I know I always will. This is something I really need to work on.
This week I lost 2.6 lbs for a total of 11.4. I realized that water is the key to my metabolism.
Yes, water is key! so totally Key! so keep drinking it! I am. My ideal size I believe is a 4-6. When I was at my goal weight I was a 4 and felt awesome. I think that my height 5ft 2in is about right at those sizes. I have a medium frame..so I am going with that. Even though right now I am 10lbs above my goal, I am still wearing a 6...which makes me happy. I have all these new clothes that I bought, I can't afford to replace with larger sizes. I have been here for 3.5 years now, so I am confident that I am not going back or gaining the 45lbs I took of initially. I hope at the end of this BL9 I will be down these last 10 pounds and feeling comfortable in my 4-6 clothes.