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Gosh had one of them days today where you wished u stayed in bed !!
Dropped cam at school to be told i was meant to be in an autism meeting - noone had told me that this was scheduled for today so went in totally unprepared and I hate that as im not the best at thinking on my feet without the relevant notes in front of me - part of me wonders if it was done on purpouse so I cant cause too many waves !!!
Then Cams eye falls out at school for the 2nd time in a week - only ever happened 3 times in total - he was fine and loving the one 2 one attention but as i got there it started to bleed loads and on closer inspection he has a massive growth that wasnt there before my heart has sank as thats a sure sign that he is going to need more treatment and in a blink of an eye we can wave goodbye to a normal christmas
mad I know but christmas was the one thing that wasnt ever tinged with bad memorys he was diagnosied in jan 2003 and every xmas since we have been lucky enough to escape any active treatment but with just one month till xmas thats not looking good to stay that way Im gutted and just cant believe that in a week we can go from being full of hope to being full of dread !!
louise x
Dropped cam at school to be told i was meant to be in an autism meeting - noone had told me that this was scheduled for today so went in totally unprepared and I hate that as im not the best at thinking on my feet without the relevant notes in front of me - part of me wonders if it was done on purpouse so I cant cause too many waves !!!

Then Cams eye falls out at school for the 2nd time in a week - only ever happened 3 times in total - he was fine and loving the one 2 one attention but as i got there it started to bleed loads and on closer inspection he has a massive growth that wasnt there before my heart has sank as thats a sure sign that he is going to need more treatment and in a blink of an eye we can wave goodbye to a normal christmas

louise x