OT-Guys- I am having a bummer of a day. Work went fine, and no AF (yet)but I took another HPT at lunch and it was negative. But the bummer is that because of my job situation (ie I didn't have one from January until recently- and just now got a good job), we're in a financial bind: money in does not equal money going out.
I hate paying things late. I hate not having money to pay things on time. Worst of all- my house payment is late. You wanna know who I owe? Yeah- the bank I just started working for. They haven't said anything (it's not super late), but I won't get paid from the salon until next week, and I won't get my first check from the bank until July 15th!
I feel so irresponsible and awful, and I know this is temporary, and we just need to get back on track from all the time I was off, but I don't know how to even begin to climb out of the hole.
Once I start getting paid regularly, our finances will be fine- actually, better than fine. But right now!
ETA- thinking about my bills has me GLAD I'm not pregnant. I would really be flipping out then. I think God's giving me some more time to get prepared.