Hi Janet! I am home today on my day off -- I could just cry

I feel all gloomy, it's been two weeks today since my interview, and no news yet

I'm losing hope. I don't know why I feel so sad -- actually -- I think I do know, I just wanted the choice, you know?? The choice to say yes or no. My DS 16 was so sweet last night when I teared up talking about it after work with my DH -- he hugged me big and tight like a bear, kissed me on the cheek and said "you'll get it Mom, you have all the qualifications there's no reason they shouldn't offer it to you" -- I love my boy, the faith they have in you! Wish I could bottle it up for any time I'm feeling blue
I'm still dreaming of
Disneyland -- but that takes money, and I was hoping for the extra income from the new job. He (DS) wants me to take him and his BF to DL next Feb over teachers convention (it would be Feb 2-8 or there abouts)
He also wants a grad trip to WDW with his GF Jan / or Feb 2015 -- I'd love to do both, but it'll only happen with extra income .
Boy I wish HR didn't keep people hanging when it came to selection process!
Thanks so much for all the support! Hope I'll hear positive news soon