This has nothing to do with my trip.
I just needed to get this off my chest.
Yesterday I finally cut all contact with my ex.
He was still on my facebook.
There was still this option of getting back together. But it was going nowhere. We were on and off again too. It just hurts me in the end.
I wake up at 2:44am. I miss him. I wanna cry. Try to find him on facebook and can't. What the hell! Anywayz. It may be a good thing, I know.
But trying to convince yourself that you are going to find someone else, when you thought you'd end up marrying him, it's hard. And very painful.
To top that, I'm getting wedding invites left and right. And a lot of pregnancy announcements.
How can I not feel miserable?
Sorry about the rant.