Having a mini meltdown. Car back in shop snow tires went on last week and it needed brakes $900 later, Sunday am it wouldn’t start $60 taxi and rental and waiting. Hopefully just a battery.
meeting for C today . Teacher and remote prinicipal pushing to move him away from iPad into a laptop. His fine motor is awful, so typing is hard. He’s just getting independence with iPad . They are all gung-ho for some reason to try laptop. They don’t understand I will be required to do tech support and I starting tomorrow work 7. 12s in a row now is not the time to transition anything ffs. They don’t seem to understand even when I told them I was drowning. I basically have to preteach him all his days work the night before and he simply follows along .
So Fl is a go. I’m terrified someone will get sick before we go. So I’m debating locking the littles and somewhat the big kids down now especially with cases rising. And the screenings are all changed to include sore throats runny noses and pink eye again . Hopefully we get an early vax appt this am . But then I work 7in a row. I got my booster yesterday and I feel like a train ran over my head..
And I think you all know I work agency. I got my what shifts can you work in dec email. Work loves me because I take every shift. I don’t think the love will continue after I take the two weeks off at Christmas . I’m a little nervous to respond. I can’t continue like this once big kid leaves for school in January anyways i will have no one at home with the boys.
Positive vibes please. I need something to go my way.
Try to hang in, and feel free to vent here. You are among friends. 
I am sending you lots of positive vibes. Those are all challenging situations.
