i'm tired of mean people trying to dissuade me.hi so i'm from missouri and i went to a convent and i think i was accepted now my mom is a serious catholic who sometimes gets to be very tyrannical and everyone in my family knows that but anyway i know that sometimes she has the best intentions for her daughter so lately i have been super nervous and unable to sleep (and yes--this isn't because of mental illness rather i like all other people sometimes come to a very serious and distressing moment in our lives where we have recured to all kinds of help none of which work) so a long time ago i was diagnosed with mental illness when i was still a young teen so i was told i was psychotic and had anxiety and was put on meds and now i talked to all kinds of doctors and they have been all really unhelpful and they just go well people cant read your medical records even though that's bs because even in the military they have the right to check your medical records anyway i was just wondering what should i do should i pretend like it never happened and risk getting kicked or try to explain to them that it was after a traumatic experience and let them shut the door in my face?? and again no mean answers because i feel like people on the internet only help those who will benefit others with $$$ and not with salvation and i'm just sick and tired of that