* i still remember..how much support & solace..you gave , reaching out
to the family ...having to suffered a terrible..loss. sometimes "courage"
..is hard to define....for the living..when we are fill with tears. that
makes those rallying around..our needs..all that special...as we struggle
to put our lives..back on track. i kon..your caring & comforting...took
alot..of fortitude...but will always..be important to those left behind.
God bless....
..i share..a lil'story...that always been a part of my life. we grew up
with alot families..similar to ours...with lots of kids. so that meant
alot.."tag-alongs...covering alot of ages...well one was an army paratrooper,
..dued to shipped out the next day. but i was way to young to comphrend...
vietnam...and the draft. we were on a bank....taking in the evening...
...stars gazing...when noticed.."how in the world..the grass is wet?
..when
it hadn't rain?

. instead of blowing off..this..lil'kid...he took
the time..to explained..all about the dew. it impressed me~here's this lil'kid..&
he took the time...to

. not only did they make me feel like
a "big"..kid..but important that an adult [ well..there was a time...long, long
ago..when..i can recall.."18"..was an over the hill.."kid-adult". ] this event
etched his memory..in my mind &

forever. just sharing something
simple..."star glazing".
..by the next..weekend....everyone heard....the terrible news..he was
killed..paratrooping...during "action"..in vietnam..., i can remember
my mother....staying with his mother...

, but..i had no concept
of death..."when is ****y comin back home?" & the
..his gifts..that evening,..has stayed..with me all these years...& they
are in~deeds....

..i can see him..sititng..and how "serious"..his
expressions..taking the time..to not only

but...

the
world. & i because..of his gifts..i can always..recall..what the world meant
to me...when i was just begining..to figure it out. [ while its hard to put
into words...his understanding..wisdom beyond...anything..i could imagine..
gave me...so many insights..i still used to this very day.]
* his name...is ..on the wall,

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