Ok I leave in 24 hours I did not sleep last night....I am so excited I cannot function. I have a friend coming over to help me pack. My anxiety is through the roof....and this is my 29th trip....Will I make it? Thanks for reading just needed to vent to others who understand....now off to find a paperbag for breathing and a plastic one for lets just say nervous belly. PLEASE TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND..... 
