I am having a hard time coming on the boards at the moment. Almost 12 months on and I am going over what I would be doing now 12 months ago that it is hurting a little, that I just so want to do it all over again. They are such happy memories that make me sad that it's now in the past. So I have bene kind of avoiding even reading posts. Sounds mad I know, but each time I come on I think aww, where has 12 months gone? I will never be able to re-live that wonderful day. It's a huge withdrawal. Anyone else feel like that?