I am worn out.
I am stressed into actually making a decision re my job tonight. My company came back and offered me a promotion and more money. While flattering I hate that it took the wake up call to get it. I know I should skip out of here while doing cartwheels...there are so many factors to consider...
increase in childcare
increase in Health Ins
less PTO as now that I have been here 5 years my pto goes up to 30 days per yr
change...well, that aspect is not all the troublesome except that I don't know how "forgiving" (for lack of a better word) this co is, I mean, if Samantha has a program at school or they are sick I can come and go as I please...well, I can pretty much any of the time.
Also, distance - this is quite a bit further away and will add on travel time to and from and requires me really going out of my way to get to the girls school.
I just don't know what to do. I asked my boss a time line and the next step to becoming a senior acct and of course, he could not give me a time line, but said we would sit down and work on a course together. I would also not be taking on additional work at this point. And we are a govt entity so I knew there was NO way they could match the $ amount but they came a lot closer than I thought they would which is what is rendering me in the tizzy.
I feel like a sell out if I stay.
I told my mom and I could hear the distinct disapointment in her voice. Long run she feels I am giving up a lot more which may be true. But she drives an hour to work each way and does not mind.
sorry, feels better to get it all out though. I need to get out of here..and who knows how much DIS time I would have at the "new" place?