I am so sorry about the loss of both your parents. Did you mom get the brain cancer from the original breast or was it separate? Cancer sucks. I have gone alone to find some support groups in NJ - I see you are in PA. Are there any there? I have this crazy idea that it might help. We're so lucky to have moms like that, right? I feel really lucky to have such great memories of her. And super sad not to have her around to do those things with me.