Jennifer, thank you so much for sharing your honest feelings about your solo trip. I know there are many of us who really appreciate hearing the good, the not so good, and everything in between. You worded everything so perfectly too. I remember my sister telling me that when people hit 50 years old, they become invisible. She was right. Oh, maybe not all the time, but like you said, it's there. Oh, I should clarify, being over 50 is certainly not your case, you're still a young'n,
but it wasn't something I was expecting just the same.
Sometimes, when at Disney, I feel like I need to escape the theme park crowds and dine in the peace, comfort, and coolness of our air conditioned room, so we (or I, alone) would pick up food at the food court and take it back to our room to eat. It was relaxing. We did that with pizzas at CBR and CSR, sandwiches at BC, and even with pancakes at POR, and at other resorts too.
This is a very brave thing you did, going to Disney solo. I really admire those who do it. I have been contemplating the same thing. Maybe I will. Maybe. Probably not this year or next because I have one or two trips planned with others, but it's always in the back of my mind.
Oh, as for your feet aching. I can relate. Day 3 for me too, is when I start to feel it. I have kept notes, lol. I used to head back to the room mid-day, lay down, and put 5 pillows under my legs until they were practically straight up in the air. On my last trip, I gave myself a couple nights off... just staying in the room with my feet up or hanging out in the lobby or leisurely perusing the resort gift shop. If I pushed it, by trying to do 3 parks in one day to keep up with the family, I paid for it the next day, big time.
You're right though. I bet you really learned a lot about yourself. And even though you miss your family terribly, I think the absence is good too. My kids always appreciate me more when I have been busy with other things that don't include them.
Enjoy the rest of your vacation and thanks again for sharing your feelings with us.