cyndibelle
<font color=green>A new and improved tag for a new
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- Oct 28, 2003
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Ok let me give you some background.. about 5 years ago...i changed as a person..i had two beautiful children who are the loves of my life...i had a nice home...a good husband..but i wasnt happy in that aspect of my life..the marriage part that is...soo i started to be distant...not so happy all the time..Well hubby thought i needed to go see someone..so i did..and they told me i was of all things..BI POLAR!! Well excuse me..but i dont have any of the classic symptoms of that!! But husband said well that explains why she is the way she is to me...NO IT DOESNT..I AM NOT HAPPY!! So on meds i go!! They did nothing but make me into a robot...after awhile i started to think..you know what i dont need this stuff!! so i stopped taking it..Feel better than ever!! ...I finally ended my marriage and i have been in counseling since..Now by two different counselors i have been told i DO NOT HAVE BI POLAR!! They both know who the Doc was i was seeing and they both shake their head.. Mental illness is a serious thing..and i think docs should take it more seriously than they do sometimes...They are so quick to just medicate before they really get to the bottom of what is going on...Sooo now here i stand...5 years later...Free of my unhappiness and moving on to the life that i want and i want my beautiful children to have..LIFE IS GOOD!!!
I would have this pain come and go like someone was sitting on my chest.
I even went to a gastro...he thought I was bananas.