hey hey everyone----
just thought I'd pop in and say how-d.
I've been kind of down in the dumps lately, but thanks to Miss Donna yesterday, got to forget about things for a bit. We had such and good time shopping and lunching and chatting. And yes, I did pull a Plum!!

Right past downtown St. Louis, the highway signs get really confusing and I knew this going into it. I've been this way before, but have never driven it, especially by myself. I kept saying, "I can do this---just follow the signs." Well, I did and I think I freaked myself out enough to follow the wrong sign----which I thought was the right sign, which in the end I don't think really mattered because I'm pretty sure they merged together further down the road anyway. So, I thought I took the wrong split in the highway so I got off at the nearest exit----which, if any of you have seen "Vacation" with Chevy Chase, know the it is not the nicest part of town----East St. Louis, baby!!! I immediately took a right turn at the stop sign (barely stopped too

)------------desolate area-----I mean not another car around------but-----a strange-looking bird of a man (if I can even call him that) standing across the street. Then, a bit up the road-----I pulled the fastest U-turn in the books to get back onto the highway----but---not before I see three mangey stray dogs staring at me. Can you say petal to the metal??

I'm laughing now, but at the time...........!!!!! Good thing I didn't have the top down on the car!!
I went back into the Downtown area and tried again. This time I got it right --------but only after about a ten minute lovely tour because of the one-way streets and not being able to find the east-bound ramp to the highway------and safely arrived at my destination----but not before calling Donna and alerting her that I got a bit lost and would be a few minutes late and she assured me that I was on the correct path.
So, some bad news I got Thursday evening at work -----my company is changing health insurance---effective April 1 (yep, today). And it was confirmed to me on Friday evening that NONE of my doctors, treatment sites, etc. are covered in network. Lovely, huh?? So, I basically have two choices----start from scratch with all new doctors that are in network---which is not so easy with an extremely rare disease such as mine------or stay with the same doctors who have been with me since day one of this lovely illness and pay around $7000 out of my pocket because they are out of network----This is yearly, but with the cost of my treatments, I would meet that in a week.
So, I plan to call my main doctor tomorrow and see what her thoughts are. I'm more than nervous, because I don't know which way to choose. It's pretty scary. My mind has been racing since I found this information out. Plus, I am supposed to have treatments this week, which I will most likely have to cancel because of the new insurance approval. Health wise-----that's not good. Sorry to be a bummer, but this is part of the reason I just haven't been here. I'm just so tired of all this---but unfortunately I can't control it.
So, nothing like putting a damper on the mood, huh?? Sorry about that. I know it will all work out--at least this is what I'm telling myself.
I've been trying to catch up a bit with everyone's posts --so hello-- and keeping you all in my thoughts with what's going on in your lives. Hugs to all!!