I haven't had a whole lot of Christmas spirit.. Only a few days before Christmas, my daughter came to me while I was on the computer reading what you guys here on the Dis have been up to. Anyway, she seemed hesitant at first, but then very sweetly told me that she knows that it's been kind of stressful lately. (Business and family issues). She said that she knows even in a good year, Christmas is a lot of work and she knows how hard I work to make it special for the family. She told me that "she really didn't need anything. Not to worry about her...and to concentrate on Timmy, because he's still little..(her words..spoken like a true big sister..since he's about a foot taller than she at 6"3" tall!

) she continued..."He's in high school, and kids that age are all about designer this or that..and it's important to him, but not to me", please don't worry about shopping for me, make it easy on yourself for a change."
Well, right there and then I burst into tears. I couldn't believe this little girl of my mine had grown up this year. Believe me, we were A LONG way from this type of attiude a year ago. I don't think she knew she even HAD a brother a year ago!

I realized right there and then, I was sucking the life out of Christmas... That my daughter knew the real meaning of Christmas, and I was letting "things" obscure that. Then...I realized something else. She didn't get that out of know where. She got that from us. From her dad and I, and somehow, somewhere along the way..even when I thought she had tuned us out..she really was listening.
This year...I saw Christmas in my daughters eyes..and it was beautiful.