Jenn:
I'm so sorry, my heart goes out to you. I have walked in your shoes and I know how I felt. Grieve for your little one, it does help (some). I miscarried my second child and had difficulty conceiving my second son but he did eventually bless us with his presence and he was worth the angonizing wait. Bless you as you begin your journey back to health and happiness. I'll be thinking of you.