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I can definitely sympathize with the feeling of addiction as I feel that I have "fallen off the wagon" and "awoken the slumbering beast!"
Having gone to Disney with several years in between each trip I felt like I had it under control. Sure my heart would skip a beat when someone else would say they were going but I honestly had laid to rest any sense of obsession... fast forward to the end of January this year. Work stress had been piling up unimaginably, our department is short staffed this year (I work at a college in the housing department) and we all have to pick up the slack. It came to a head one weekend when I was trapped on campus on duty and realized that I had not taken any actual vacation time in over a year (aside from a few days at the Christmas holiday to see family... hardly a vacation!

). I decided that i needed some "mental health" time and would take a long weekend at a nice hotel nearby, bring a book, swim at the indoor pool, order room service, and enjoy the peace... I soon realized that the cost was ridiculously high. So I did an internet search to see if I could find any hotel deals and came across a link to Southwest having a flight sale, destination of the month, "ORlando!" My ears perked up, my heart rate increased, and I felt a bead of sweat make its way down my brow... could I? should I? I thought, "Well why not look at how much a few days at disney would be?" I soon found that I could do a 4 day trip including hotel & air for the cost of the fancy hotels near me... I instant messaged my boss at home at 10pm that saturday night and said, "How do you feel about me going to Disney in 2 weeks?" Her one word reply was "GO!!!" Turns out in order to get the good deal with Southwest and the value rate quoted me by Disney at POP, I would need to travel by Feb.17th. Now if you are still reading this long story, you should know that I am not an impulse person when it comes to spending large sums of money. New DVD comes out, I'll get it! Plan a trip? That takes forever! So I overrode every impulse inside saying, wait a few days, think it over... and booked everything that night! I was on my way! It was coming up so quickly that I had no time to think about my former addiction. I told people, "Oh, I am just going to get away, to see the sun, maybe swim. Yes the parks maybe, but not all of them." That all changed as soon as my Mears shuttle pulled onto Disney Property, all those old feelings came back and I was a 10 year old kid again! I of course had a blast and came back talking non-stop about WDW. About a week later I decided I had to go back and for longer this time so I could do everything I wanted to... queue the addiction! An internet search brought me here! hehehe I now check these boards daily to get my fix and see if I can pick up more tips (I have gotten so much great info so far, thanks all!). My poor co-workers are tired of hearing me talk about the Cinderellabration, and Soarin', and where I am making a PS, and all of it! But I just like to think that they are jealous!
Have I gone bananas?

LOL
Mike
p.s. Thanks for listening!
p.p.s. I was chatting with a friend in CA the other day and I think I may make a trip to
Disneyland next year... the saga continues! hahahaha