Jenm good luck keep us updated
sorry everyone is sick we had it over thankgiving and everyone is feeling better now, expect for baby. He ended up with pneumonia so we are still dealing with his cough and on his 3rd abx
This weekend marks our 17th yr of ttc
We started trying as soon as we got married. I'm done, I am sick of the heartbreak every month. I am going to look into something to stop AF from coming I am sick and tired of bleeding all the time and will look into getting the plumbing yanked in the summer.
No tears for me, I love my life and wouldn't trade a min of it.
I hope I can still hang out here even thought my journey is over with.
We did have bad news on Thursday of last week. I took Avy in for her eye test and she is going blind. I knew she "could" go blind but not that she "would" go blind. The vision dr said he is so glad he signed her Make a Wish paperwork. He can't wait to hear all about her trip. Avy even talked to him and told him what she wanted to do. I think that is the first time she has ever talked to him.
After being kicked in the gut by the eye appointment, I got to my van and checked my phone. Baby Bears social worker called so I called her back. She told me his mom was died. She didn't know anymore details. Mom's facebook page is full that she ODed

I am so sad for her and him. I don't know if he will have to leave us or if we get to keep him now. We just needed to make it till Jan 3 and we would have been able to adopt him but now everything is up in the air. The worker said they don't have plans to move him "right now" I can't image life without my baby bear. Hopefully they figure out what will happen soon.