Today would have been my son's first birthday

ChrisnSteph · Oct 17, 2005

A year ago today I gave birth to my beautiful son, Ryan David. Our little boy was a borrowed angel, and was called Home this past March. This is such a sad day for us, and we're leaving in a bit to decorate his gravesite. I miss him so much. It's raining today. It rained the day he was born, and the day he died. Same thing happened when Aaron passed away. I wonder if there's a connection - maybe it's supposed to be that way. All I know is I can't stop crying every time I see his picture, or say his name. I baked a cake in his honor today, he's no longer here with us, but we can still celebrate his life. Though it was short, it changed ours forever. Thanks for letting me share his special day with all of you.

Happy Birthday Ryan, my sweet angel baby. :cake:

mrsv98 · Oct 17, 2005

I can't imagine your pain.

Maleficent13 · Oct 17, 2005

snoopy · Oct 17, 2005

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I hope you are able to find some peace today. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Toby'sFriend · Oct 17, 2005

Happy Birthday Ryan

I just have to think that somewhere he and his brother are looking in on Mommy today knowing how much they are loved.

dcentity2000 · Oct 17, 2005

Darn it, now I'm shedding tears

That's such a sad story... all I can say is :hug:

for you. I'm sure he's in a better place.

Rich::

Cindy's Mom · Oct 17, 2005

I'm so sorry.

mickeyfan2 · Oct 17, 2005

Tigger&Belle · Oct 17, 2005

I am so sorry! i can't even imagine the pain that you are feeling. As far as the weather, it's almost as if the God is crying along with you.

mrsmom · Oct 17, 2005

.I am so sorry.

Kim

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Jennifer S · Oct 17, 2005

Hang in there. I like your cake idea. It's nice to remember too.

KelNottAt · Oct 17, 2005

I'm so sorry for your loss. As time passes, I pray you can find strength and comfort in his memory.

Happy birthday baby Ryan.

nuke · Oct 17, 2005

I'm so sorry. :guilty:

Parkhopper · Oct 17, 2005

I am so sorry.

Suzi

MickeysMommy · Oct 17, 2005

Oh, Steph, I am so sorry :hug:

You remain in my thoughts and prayers :hug:

God Bless.

NMAmy · Oct 17, 2005

I'm so sorry. You're in my thoughts. I think the cake and celebrating his short life are a wonderful idea.

Quackmore · Oct 17, 2005

I am so sorry for your loss.

newholidayx2 · Oct 17, 2005

Im sorry
I did click on the link about a week ago. Sad

swilphil · Oct 17, 2005

You are in my prayers. (((hugs)))

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