To Hard To Explain

[Cassidy]

I DONT KNOW WHY.
BUT ALL I WANT TO DO IS KILL HER.
I WANT TO THROIW SOMETHING SHARP AT HER.
SHE MAKES ME WANT TO FRICKEN DIE!
I HATE HER!
MY SISTER....
AUGH! I WANNA FRICKEN GO AWAY I WANT TO LEAVE HER ALONE AND ENVER SEE HER AGAIN.

She is in a bad mood because my mom picked her up like 10 minutes late from school. And she came in my room and threw MY ipod AND MY camera at me and called me a dumb***.

I DONT GET IT.
WHY DOES SHE ACT LIKE THIS?!

SHE ISNT THE SAME PERSON I KNEW BEFORE WE MOVED HERE.

I was making some food when she called me a dumb***. And when she walked away I fell to the floor and burst out in tears.
AND IM STILL CRYING.
AND I CANT STOP.

I WANT HER TO GO AWAY
FOREVER.

 

[acesupercoolme]

You shouldn't feel that way about anyone...
Maybe you should talk to her, she has feeling too you know...
You might have done something to bother her, that you didn't realize.
Maybe she's really stressed about something.
Or she could be PMSing...
But there's no need for you to feel like she needs to die. That's bad...

 

[Babyjustrun]

Mm, you'll miss here when she does leave.
Even if you say you won't, and when she does it doesn't really feel like you miss her...
Your house will seem more empty. There will be a half empty room that no one really goes in, and it'll just seem kind of empty. It feels like you're missing a part of your family. No matter how much she annoys you, she's family.

And really, don't take this the wrong way, she's not saying the meanest things that a person can say about anyone. I'm sorry she called you that, but I've heard much worse from my brothers mouth. It probably bothered me at the time, but now, I'm just kind of over it.

People in general are moody, and they'll act crappy towards you at some point in their life. Just try to deal with it the best way you can.

You can say you want her dead, you can say you can't wait for her to be gone... but she's not going to.

 

[Tinkerbell424]

You'll miss here once she's gone.
Trust me.
No matter how she act's toward you, never wish her gone! Be grateful you even have a sister.

Maybe you should talk to her and try to explain how your feeling?

 

[Cassidy]

She's always like this.
Yeah, sure. My parens are sending me to a manner thing for a little bit but they won't send her to an angermanagment class? Pffft.
She cusses at my parents for now reason. Augh.
And how could I have done anything?
All I did was go to school, I went to the eye doctor, I went to the store, but some gatorades, GAVE ONE OF MY DRINKS TO HER and went home.
Then I got on my computer.

 

[DramaQueen]

I have a sister who I fight with all the time, and sometimes I want to punch her right in the face.
but you know what...i wouldn't trade her for the world.
i would miss her terribly if she was gone, and I know it.

And if you think about it, I KNOW you would miss your sister if she moved out or if anything were to happen to her. Even if right now you think you wouldn't, trust me...you would. You're probably just angry too. When you get mad at someone everything seems really one-sided and it seems like you are doing nothing wrong and the other person is stupid and mean and evil.
But sometimes you have to stop and think about your actions too and if you may have done something to upset her.

Sometimes when my sister is in a bad mood or if we are fighting I think she's a complete idiot and I want to punch her, but then when I think about it, I realize that I was kind of a jerk too (not that I'd ever admit it to her! lol)

 

[Babyjustrun]

She's always like this.
Yeah, sure. My parens are sending me to a manner thing for a little bit but they won't send her to an angermanagment class? Pffft.
She cusses at my parents for now reason. Augh.
And how could I have done anything?
All I did was go to school, I went to the eye doctor, I went to the store, but some gatorades, GAVE ONE OF MY DRINKS TO HER and went home.
Then I got on my computer.

Anger management class would probably be a waste of time.
She'll probably grow out of the moodiness.
I'm pretty pissy and mean to people when I really don't mean to be. But sending me to an anger management class wouldn't do crap.
I'd still wake up in a bad mood, and if I was running late, I'd still yelling my hair straightener for burning me.

 

[BabyPiglet]

This reminds me of home alone. You know, the kids says he doesn't want anymore family but when ultimately his family is gone he gets really scared and lonely.

You say that you 'want her gone' right now, but you'd be very sad if something happened to her.

 

[PurpleDucky]

You sure do hate a lot of people.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I don't know whats up with your sister.
I would maybe try and talk to her, as hard as that may sound Ive found it works really well (if you know how to approach it).

About it possibly be PMSing, you cant blame something THAT BIG on PMS.
Unless it is your first time, and you don't know its coming.


I dont know.
I have crummy advice.
Good Luck.