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ok, I know that every teenagers life is hard and stressful, but not every teenagers stress is magnitised as mine is. I go to a boarding school for for about 8 months out of a year. meaning I live in a dorm with like 45 girls day in and day out, so obviously there is major drama. on top of all of this drama we have classes 6 days a week and studyhall 6 days a week. this causes so much stress its rediculous. my school is a small school, there are only 295 kids in the entire school. so word gets spread quickly. okay, now to my story...
we just got back from spring break like 2 weeks ago. our spring breaks are like 3 weeks, so that was a long time. we all came back like nice and refreshed after a long winter. everyone was happy and everything, the school work wasnt so bad. till this week, the work got harder and there was more of it. this is the hardest term of the year and then we have to take exams at the end of it. i take 6 out of 7 classes, so i dont have a free block to cool down everyday, or to finish homework i didnt have time to do that night, and was too tired to stay up any longer. I am also in the Model UN and I am running a car wash and a fashion show to raise money to go to Yale next year. I got into a fight today with my teacher because he doesnt know what he is talking about, and he doesnt listen. SO i got mad at him at lunch, but my friend thought I was mad at her for some stupid twisted reason, and i dont know if she is still mad at me about that. yesturday i was telling one of my "friends" a guy problem i was having and this boy knew my other friend, so obviously her name was going to come up. so i was talking to her about it and she was cool with it and she was talking to me about it, w/e. then today we all got up went to breakfast went to classes and everything, and everything was fine. then practice came around and my friend that i talked to yesturday left already so i left and after practice i noticed that they kind of secluded themselves from me. which pissed me off. but i already didnt feel well, so i wasnt going to question it. so i was in my room minding my own buisness, when someone knocks on my door and i say come in. my friend that i was "talking about" while i was talking about my guy problems came in, i thought o maybe she appologizing. but actually she came in there to yell at me. she asked me like why i was talking about her, and i went through what i said to my other friend with her and she was like yea but you still were talking about me, i dont want my name coming out of your mouth and stuff like that. so on top of all the stress im dealing with she comes and yells at me, when im at my most vonerable state. so basically i cant trust anyone or count on any one at this school, which sux cuz i live here for a majority of the time. i just wanna go home to my mommy and my friends, the friends that i can actually count on.
sorry i just had to vent.
we just got back from spring break like 2 weeks ago. our spring breaks are like 3 weeks, so that was a long time. we all came back like nice and refreshed after a long winter. everyone was happy and everything, the school work wasnt so bad. till this week, the work got harder and there was more of it. this is the hardest term of the year and then we have to take exams at the end of it. i take 6 out of 7 classes, so i dont have a free block to cool down everyday, or to finish homework i didnt have time to do that night, and was too tired to stay up any longer. I am also in the Model UN and I am running a car wash and a fashion show to raise money to go to Yale next year. I got into a fight today with my teacher because he doesnt know what he is talking about, and he doesnt listen. SO i got mad at him at lunch, but my friend thought I was mad at her for some stupid twisted reason, and i dont know if she is still mad at me about that. yesturday i was telling one of my "friends" a guy problem i was having and this boy knew my other friend, so obviously her name was going to come up. so i was talking to her about it and she was cool with it and she was talking to me about it, w/e. then today we all got up went to breakfast went to classes and everything, and everything was fine. then practice came around and my friend that i talked to yesturday left already so i left and after practice i noticed that they kind of secluded themselves from me. which pissed me off. but i already didnt feel well, so i wasnt going to question it. so i was in my room minding my own buisness, when someone knocks on my door and i say come in. my friend that i was "talking about" while i was talking about my guy problems came in, i thought o maybe she appologizing. but actually she came in there to yell at me. she asked me like why i was talking about her, and i went through what i said to my other friend with her and she was like yea but you still were talking about me, i dont want my name coming out of your mouth and stuff like that. so on top of all the stress im dealing with she comes and yells at me, when im at my most vonerable state. so basically i cant trust anyone or count on any one at this school, which sux cuz i live here for a majority of the time. i just wanna go home to my mommy and my friends, the friends that i can actually count on.
sorry i just had to vent.
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Don't worry, Kristy. You can always count on your Dis friends! 
