This hits way too close to home as we had the wake for my 90 year old Dad last night and his burial is tomorrow.

He lived a good, long life but chf made the last year or so of his life very tough. He was in and out of the hospital and when nothing else could be done he wanted to be home where he ended up being on hospice care. He suffered so much at the end and he wanted to go but we wanted him to stay. I was a Daddy's girl all my life and yes, I also had to tell him it was ok to go...so hard to do..he was finally able to let go when Mom, his wife of 68 years also told him it was ok... I have been holding up ok as I believe he is giving me the strength to go on, but it is so, so hard as he was such good Dad and I miss him so much...
Jill