Sorry…last few days got chaotic. I had family fly into town on Wednesday, I have had more drama than planned with the dr, DD17 is in softball playoffs, both kids have had other things demanding my attention, etc.
Thursday was my standard 6.23 and yesterday was 8.02. Today is a break day since tomorrow is race day. I wish I felt better about this but everything is really weighing on me… especially the dr. I’ll try not to get too long winded but sharing in typed form may be what my mind needs…so…
- I get to my appointment at 8am on Thursday (30 minutes early) just to have confusion over whether I’m scheduled. Turns out they supposedly tried to call me to say that location was out of network for these services but I never answered. So, they have authorization to leave messages and text about test results but are incapable of leaving a message about this??? And why wasn’t this seen by the scheduling agent 1.5 months ago? Surely they have system that shows network clearances when booking!?!?
- They say they can get me an appointment same day or next day at a location that is in network. I have been waiting and nervous for 1.5 months and now you’re able to work me in same or next day?!??! Again…scheduling agent really dropped the ball.
- I picked a Friday appointment due to time. I was told the other office was only 10-15 minutes away. I believed her! I got into my car a bit early yesterday “just in case.” It was nearly an hour away on the other side of town. I made it (speeding) but more unnecessary stress and bad information. Yes, I probably should have mapped it ahead just for confirmation but I honed in on what I was told and they do have a location on this same very long road that is only 10-15 minutes away. Ugh!!!
- The appointment started off fairly normal but during the second half with my ultrasound, the tech mentioned things they saw of concern in my original mammogram. Not a bad image or lack of concern like my dr’s office said… but legit concerns. I allowed this wait for 1.5 months because I was told it was just a bad image. Now there’s concerns and she’s being REALLY thorough with the ultrasound.
- I was originally told the radiologist was in office yesterday so she’d come in to talk if there were any real concerns. She came in to talk

She was very nice, but she saw some things. Supposedly super low risk stuff but with my family history she’s going to be more cautious. She’s got one area she’s probably going to just monitor over time but she’s going to suggest some future testing to my doctor and the big thing… I now have a biopsy scheduled in 2 weeks

I was advised to eat well beforehand because a lot of patients don’t eat enough and get woozy over their nervousness. Great. As it is…this is throwing my eating off.
So now I wait…again. My parents are here and my mom is a survivor but I really don’t want to share too much because I can’t take being smothered right now. So, I’m hoping tomorrow will be like yesterday… where I pour my frustration into powering my miles. Here are some pics… including a super pretty blue tail skink.




