This is encouraging. Where are you at now if you don't mind my asking?
I ask myself that all the time!
I am back to my normal rather low blood pressure.
I now have a resting heart rate of 55.
It took me 6 months of running to sign up for and decide I do not like 5Ks- but I keep trying.
I have run a few 10Ks, one that turned out to be a trail race and the other in a downpour, and I finished, and finished faster than the earlier 10ks with beautifully flat courses in great weather. And I liked it, surprising myself and everyone who knows me.
I signed up for a half marathon, and
I think I will finish. Had someone suggested this a year ago I would have thought they were making fun of me.
My kids think I win races because I bring them the snacks from the end of the run. No one else thinks I won, but I do because I tried, I finished, and I went about my normal day.
I did whine about getting out of bed this morning to run, having a 5 year old that has reverted to climbing into my bed at 4am is making this hard. I know I would whine more about running in 80 °F weather, even though plenty of people do that, too. So I got up and went out. I turned the other way from my normal route because it is more flat and I wanted to see how it went. I did a mile in 11:15 including waiting for a stop light. The first 0.75 of this I walked 4 years ago and had to stop along the way because I could not go any further. Today I could keep running. Mile 2 I got lost, but I found another runner who directed me back to a landmark and a drinking fountain! I seem to be able to talk to strangers here, but never IRL, this was a first and I didn't hesitate to do it. I went a total of 3.8 miles before my family was up and we had to be out the door for work. Today's run is not what I wanted. I wanted to get out of bed and out the door earlier, but I still went so it is better than where I was. I wanted my other shorts to be clean, but at least I have shorts to wear even if they do ride up. I wanted to maintain that 11:15 for the entire run but the 11:56 average is better than not going at all and I can tell myself I stopped for water, stop lights, spent a lot of time looking at road signs, had the wherewithal to realize I was in the wrong place, and was thrilled a total stranger spent 3 blocks running slower to guide me back through nonsensical roads back to where I could navigate- none of this would have happened in bed. I thought I would be able to go 4 miles, but I ran out of time before needing to get to work. So where am I? Not where I was. Not where I will be. That is the same for all of us, we keep going forward and back, but going.
And I packed my lunch today, so despite the soul sucking meeting this morning, I feel like I can do anything! This will last until approximately 3pm when I will need caffeine to continue. And maybe I will finish laundry early enough to pack lunches and go to bed so I can get up and out earlier tomorrow. Maybe.