missed 6 pages again. Had a scary health episode yesterday. I was sitting here on the couch checking my DIS and email and my heart started racing, I got flushed and my hands were shaking like a leaf. and my blood pressure went through the roof. I know that because I called the doctor's office and the nurse told me to check my blood pressure and call her back. I have a cuff because I check occasionally as I am being treated (successfully) for moderate high blood pressure. I am normal weight and exercise regularly. My bP was higher than EVER..... by the time my neighbor took me over to the doctor's office (which is about 3 miles away) and then the nurse took it, it was down to normal. The doctor is speculating that my morning coffee caused this... however, I'm skeptical because there was nothing unusual about my morning routine. Had a bowl of Fiber One with Lactaid milk and a cup of Gavalia Morning Blend that I made in my Tassimo. It had pumpkin spice syrup in it. Yum! The coffee was prepared and 8:45am and I drank it while taking my nephew to the dentist. It took me an hour to finish the cup. Morning blend makes a larger cup and by the time I add the Almond Breeze for creamer and the syrup and Nutrasweet, it fills my Resort Refillable mug, which I use every morning for my coffee. Anyway, this incident occured at 10:30am. So I'm not sure how its related to the coffee or how you can have a reaction to coffee when you normally drink a cup every morning. It seemed to come in waves. I would calm down, and then it would swing back up again. I didn't think to ask the doctor if that sounds like perimenopause symptoms??

I'll be 47 next week. My DH put the symptoms into webMD and came up with panic attack. Which, the doctor asked me if I'd ever had.

Again... to have a panic attack, would you not have to be worried about something? A similar thing happened to me when I was calmly sitting on an airplane on my way to somewhere once. Never had happened before and never since, and I, at the time, didn't really think that I was that scared of the plane trip. So I tried to relax and had the stewardess bring me some tea. And I was fine. But really... I was sitting here at the computer checking email before my planned trip to the fabric store and then Target. Nothing unusual. I suddenly feel like those people on Mystery Diagnosis. I was doubting my doctor.. like... yeah.. all these people on that show are told one thing.. and it takes 10 doctor's to get at the truth often over years.
THEN... if THAT wasn't bad enough...... I'm recovering at home and I hear helicopters hovering overhead. You all saw it on the national news. One of my neighbors a few blocks away, in my neighborhood!

was arrested for a terrorist plot to blow up the Washington DC subway.

Several of my friends were interviewed as that said "he was a quiet, good neighbor who kept to himself"....had a wife and small child... she ran a group locally called Hip Muslim Moms.. though she wore full hijab..
CRAZY!!! I need my DISNEY!!! FAST!!!