Trackey79
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Based on my own expierence I do not think it gets easier, and it is not even like I dwell on the ones I have lost, but there is always something a song, a favorite movie something, some memory that I end up breaking down and crying, I dread the upcoming holidays. I can say if you have younger children focus on them and it will make getting thru the holidays much easier, when my Mother passed that is how I survived, know that is what your Mother would have wanted
Thanks. The holidays were my Mom's favorite time of year, so I know you are right when you say she would want me to still make it wonderful for the kids. But also like you said there are so many little things that remind me of her and I often find myself just crying my heart out.

I'm constantly thinking about all the things she is missing in my children's lives and know they miss her too. My youngest decided after Mom passed that the brightest star was her and every time she sees it she says "Hi" to her Grandmother. It touches me that she still thinks of her so often, but it also breaks my heart that she was so young when Mom died and that she will never really know what a fantastic woman her grandmother really was!

Lots of hugs to you and yours!
