The Mad Chatters thread Part 11

[harleyquinn]

Well, I think I should put a disclaimer or something before I post about it................

Anyway, thanks for the hugs. I was pretty flippy last night. Jay happened to be on then. I'm just a bit scared of what's going to happen.

And I know I should just enjoy now, but it just grabs me sometimes. I feel out of control with my emotions sometimes.......most times.

And I do feel as if I talk about it entirely too much.

Please keep sharing. I think it makes us better to try and make you feel better.

We all care about you! And your hubby!

 

[hiwaygal]

Well, I think I should put a disclaimer or something before I post about it................

Anyway, thanks for the hugs. I was pretty flippy last night. Jay happened to be on then. I'm just a bit scared of what's going to happen.

And I know I should just enjoy now, but it just grabs me sometimes. I feel out of control with my emotions sometimes.......most times.

And I do feel as if I talk about it entirely too much.

Paige, it's a big deal...of course you're going to talk about it alot!! I don't think there is such a thing as "too much". If it helps to get it out here, then that's all that matters.

 

[willis37862]

And I know I should just enjoy now, but it just grabs me sometimes. I feel out of control with my emotions sometimes.......most times.

And I do feel as if I talk about it entirely too much.

Paige anyone going through what you are going through would think about it all the time . I don't mind listening and am pretty sure the other chatters feel the same. We love you so any time feel free to interrupt our silliness anytime .

 

[harleyquinn]

You don't think he'll see your hoppy happy posts when he comes?

nah, he won't look that far back. Just be good and be quiet. Hopefully he won't show. He's messing around on some other message boards right now. The traitor...

 

[momrek06]

Well, I think I should put a disclaimer or something before I post about it................

Anyway, thanks for the hugs. I was pretty flippy last night. Jay happened to be on then. I'm just a bit scared of what's going to happen.

And I know I should just enjoy now, but it just grabs me sometimes. I feel out of control with my emotions sometimes.......most times.

And I do feel as if I talk about it entirely too much.

OH, Come on, Paige...illnesses grab people, they grab family, and combine that with HOLIDAYS and it is even tougher...the bottomline is WE ARE HERE FOR YOU, okay!!!!

AND I always will take any PM's gladly my way .....and excuse me MISS PAIGE, I MISSED MY EMAIL TODAY....

 

[willis37862]

Don't sell yourself short! I'm sure you're just as beautiful as you are in your pics. NO! I am seriously not coming on to you!

I wish I was beautiful those are just flattering pictures. Of course I picked the best ones.

 

[paigevz]

It's hard. And it makes me sad and mad. And then I want to be cheerful sometimes and then I feel bad for being happy. And I can't seem to quite shake it ever. And I think I'm a bit depressed because I am not even wanting to do any of the Christmasy stuff at all. And I have no idea anymore what I believe faithwise. And I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares, so I wake right up.

He is tired, too tired. He's grumpy, irritable, and that can be a sign of chemical build up, he's having muscle cramps in his hands now too.

 

[hiwaygal]

.....and excuse me MISS PAIGE, I MISSED MY EMAIL TODAY....

you know, I thought something was missing today!

 

[paigevz]

Hello King, don't mind me.

 

[harleyquinn]

Crap, DH is here somewhere....crap.

Paige just take it a day... or a minute at a time if you have to. don't beat yourself up when you forget about it for a few minutes and other things sneak in.

 

[paigevz]

OH, Come on, Paige...illnesses grab people, they grab family, and combine that with HOLIDAYS and it is even tougher...the bottomline is WE ARE HERE FOR YOU, okay!!!!

AND I always will take any PM's gladly my way .....and excuse me MISS PAIGE, I MISSED MY EMAIL TODAY....

I was testing today, so very busy. And the DIS was unblocked, so I was over here mid-day.

 

[hiwaygal]

It's hard. And it makes me sad and mad. And then I want to be cheerful sometimes and then I feel bad for being happy. And I can't seem to quite shake it ever. And I think I'm a bit depressed because I am not even wanting to do any of the Christmasy stuff at all. And I have no idea anymore what I believe faithwise. And I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares, so I wake right up.

He is tired, too tired. He's grumpy, irritable, and that can be a sign of chemical build up, he's having muscle cramps in his hands now too.

Let your boys lead you into the Christmas spirit...especially your little one. They will help you feel it!!! Nothing quite compares to a child's joy at this time of year!

Otherwise, just do the best you can...laugh when you can, cry when you have to, vent when you need to and keep moving forward.

Did you read that post the other day from letterdavidman about his epiphany? Right now, I'm thinking about it as I think about what you said about faith...it was interesting...and maybe could help you think through your feelings. If you are interested, here's the link:
http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?t=1290398&referrerid=&highlight=apology+to+christians

 

[willis37862]

Paige

 

[harleyquinn]

I read that Denise. it was interesting!

 

[paigevz]

Let your boys lead you into the Christmas spirit...especially your little one. They will help you feel it!!! Nothing quite compares to a child's joy at this time of year!

Otherwise, just do the best you can...laugh when you can, cry when you have to, vent when you need to and keep moving forward.

Did you read that post the other day from letterdavidman about his epiphany? Right now, I'm thinking about it as I think about what you said about faith...it was interesting...and maybe could help you think through your feelings. If you are interested, here's the link:
http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?t=1290398&referrerid=&highlight=apology+to+christians

I read it already. I'm sorting out.

 

[hiwaygal]

I read that Denise. it was interesting!

It was, and he really seemed excited about it.

I have my own faith "issues" so I can appreciate someone having such a moment (even if I've never had one...yet). I actually was kinda happy for him.

 

[paigevz]

It wasn't supposed to be so fast. It needs to slow down. Slower.

 

[momrek06]

It's hard. And it makes me sad and mad. And then I want to be cheerful sometimes and then I feel bad for being happy. And I can't seem to quite shake it ever. And I think I'm a bit depressed because I am not even wanting to do any of the Christmasy stuff at all. And I have no idea anymore what I believe faithwise. And I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares, so I wake right up.

He is tired, too tired. He's grumpy, irritable, and that can be a sign of chemical build up, he's having muscle cramps in his hands now too.

Sorry, phone call.

PAIGE...I don't want to upset you with what I am going to say BUT you have to try really hard, baby-doll, for DH and for those beautiful boys whose picture you sent me last week and try ever so hard as hard as it is BUT try to cheer-up for Christmas! DH cannot control what he is going through with his illness, he cannot control his irritablity and now the muscle cramps, are out of his control as well. He may not even be aware he is grumpy. Does he notice that he is grumpy? It maybe part of his symptoms.

The bottomline (I say that allot) is you guys have been dealt a lousy hand of cards.

But we all love you, just like NIC NIC said and vent to us, rant to us. That is what TRUE FRIENDSHIPS are all ABOUT!!! We can take all the good WITH all the bad anyday and everyday!!!

 

[hiwaygal]

I read it already. I'm sorting out.

 

[harleyquinn]

I have to go. have a great night!