REPLANNING MY STORY! I think it will go "Nothing to Lose" ('There's nothing to lose when no one knows your name. There's nothing to gain, but days just stay the same' aka Logan lamenting his lack of friends), then "Memories" ('He was the Congregation’s vagrant with an unrequited love. When your passion’s exultation, then finding refuge is not enough. he was the youngest of the family and the last to be let go. They decided they would try and make it on their own' aka they meet and run away together... I just need to decide who would be the vagrant [with a secret drug addiction DUN DUN DUN... I like imagining Carlos as the baby of his family, but I can't see Logan as a vagrant...), then go to "Souls on Ten" ('We're waiting for our luck to spin. I will change my mind. I won't let us lose.' aka they encounter some sort of problem and one of them [Carlos probably] is insistent that they solve it on their own without asking for help and tries to tell the other one that he's not going to let anything go wrong), then "How it Feels (to be with you)" ('That's how it feels to be with you; it's like I'm finally alive. That's how it feels to be with you, to be with you.' fluffy boyfriendy chapter~), then "Give it Up" ('Give it up, give it up. Don't fall for the same things. Give it up, give it up. Don't fall for mistakes that I've made. Don't turn away.' Vagrant boyfriend falls back into drug addiction and tells the other one to give up on him and the other boyfriend won't do it).
YAY NO SUICIDE AND NOW IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING!