Hey gang! Jennifer I love the new "location"!! Been a very long day. Do ya'll belive in the saying "everything happens for a reason?" Well if I didn't before ,I am a firm believer now. So the campout was cancelled yesterday right? This morning at 6am the phone rings...don't you HATE the way your hair stands on end with these early morning calls? I picked it up and heard nothing and as I was hanging up I heard the sound of someone crying. Some of you know that earlier in the summer my cousin attempted suicide. Things have been difficult with her since then , but better. She was on the phone this morning and all she would say was "I don't want to be here anymore.". Holy smokes!! I wasn't sure where she was living...knew she was back in town but just since Monday and I had not touched base with her yet. When I asked her where she was she hung up! I called her brother, my aunt and my sister and none of us knew where she was! A long, stressful 3 hours later the phone ranf 5 times...all hang ups. The 6th time she talked to me...voice more slurred...again saying "I don't want to be here anymore". I tried everything to get her to tell me where she was and finally played the "kid card". She adores my kids and her brothers kids and I asked her that if she did this what were we supposed to tell the kids?!?! It worked and she told me the name of the hotel . I called her brother since he was closer and he raced over there, making it just in time! I have spent the entire day in the ER. She is stable medically but mentally has a long road ahead of her. If I had been camping this weekend I would not have been here to get that phone call and the outcome might be tragically different. Divine intervention? Fate? Whatever it is I am very grateful!! I am exhausted and probably won't be back on the thread tonight. Just wanted ya'll to know what was going on. All prayers will be greatly appreciated. See you guys later.