james.
me and james.
me and james. (we were play fighting, and i saw the camera and posed lol)
he's 19. he's my friend seth's brother. we've been together for two or three months i guess. we don't get to see each other a lot, because he works full time and i'm a full time student, but i love being around him. he's like the only person who relaxes me. my mind stops racing when i'm with him, i can chill out from all that every day stress. i love it.
he's absolutely beautiful too. he's native american, and his skin is like caramel. and his hair tickles my face when we kiss. i love running my fingers through it.
and we just fit together perfect. if we're in his car, my hand is on his thigh. if we're sitting on a couch, we cuddle up together. if we're in a theatre, my head is on his shoulder. our hands are always together. we can have whole conversations without talking.
he's had a rough life. his mom died when he was 16, and he's got a lot of emotional baggage. we talk about his mom a lot (i'm pretty much the only one that he can talk to her about.)
i just love being near him. when he touches me, like even just touching my arm, my skin feels like its on fire, and every fibre of my body is alive all at once.
i'm going to stop gushing now. lol