I feel pretty good overall. I haven't had to take more than 2 ibprofin (sp). I can't over eat b/c it pushes on things and makes me sore. Other than that, I'm doing well physically. I think I'm in another phase of denial/grief though not sure why.
it is a very difficult thing to go through (I know from personal experience) but your children are you biggest comfort, at least that's how it was for me. Enjoy your time with them and just know that God needed baby Heaven somewhere else for the time being. I believe we all unite in the end