singastory
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I tried searching for an existing thread, forgive me if one exists already and I just couldn't find it. Is anyone else going through pet problems right now and feels like talking about them? 
My kitty that I adopted last year (Aug. '10) has been having kidney issues for a few months. The rescue that I got him from estimated him to be 5 years old, but didn't have a lot of information other than that. I think he's quite a bit older than anyone thinks. I am a vet student and am familiar with kidney disease, but I've never gone through it with one of my own animals.
I know sometimes the general public believe that veterinarians are only in it for the money, but please let me tell you that most of us know what you are going through. I am a student with very limited income and I never take out credit (always pay the balance every month). I have spent almost $2,000 of my savings on this little guy in the past 2-3 months, and my pockets are turning out empty at this point. I'm in a horrible position either way, because if it's something that can be turned around I'm not sure how I'm going to afford it. If it's end-stage renal failure, well, that's all around horrible. Sometimes I feel that his quality of life isn't very good, but then he'll turn around and do things that make me feel like I'm horrible for considering putting him down. He looks so sick and uncomfortable sometimes, but then at other times he'll coo at me, he'll get excited about a bird outside, or he'll try and climb into my refrigerator (which he did today, the little sneak). He still runs and meets me at my door when I come home. My DBf lost his childhood dog to renal failure last September after months of fighting it, so I know how difficult it is to try and decide when enough is enough.
I'm just frustrated and upset. I knew someday I would probably face medical issues with a cat who has an uncertain past, but I never thought it would be this soon. I lost a cat a few years ago to mammary cancer, but I adopted her at a vibrant old age of 10 and she lasted 4-5 years at least before I saw her go. I'm also moving in a week and then I have my next trip "home" on August 4th, which is mostly for a conference but with a few extra days tacked on at the end. It's a lot to deal with all at once.

My kitty that I adopted last year (Aug. '10) has been having kidney issues for a few months. The rescue that I got him from estimated him to be 5 years old, but didn't have a lot of information other than that. I think he's quite a bit older than anyone thinks. I am a vet student and am familiar with kidney disease, but I've never gone through it with one of my own animals.
I know sometimes the general public believe that veterinarians are only in it for the money, but please let me tell you that most of us know what you are going through. I am a student with very limited income and I never take out credit (always pay the balance every month). I have spent almost $2,000 of my savings on this little guy in the past 2-3 months, and my pockets are turning out empty at this point. I'm in a horrible position either way, because if it's something that can be turned around I'm not sure how I'm going to afford it. If it's end-stage renal failure, well, that's all around horrible. Sometimes I feel that his quality of life isn't very good, but then he'll turn around and do things that make me feel like I'm horrible for considering putting him down. He looks so sick and uncomfortable sometimes, but then at other times he'll coo at me, he'll get excited about a bird outside, or he'll try and climb into my refrigerator (which he did today, the little sneak). He still runs and meets me at my door when I come home. My DBf lost his childhood dog to renal failure last September after months of fighting it, so I know how difficult it is to try and decide when enough is enough.

I'm just frustrated and upset. I knew someday I would probably face medical issues with a cat who has an uncertain past, but I never thought it would be this soon. I lost a cat a few years ago to mammary cancer, but I adopted her at a vibrant old age of 10 and she lasted 4-5 years at least before I saw her go. I'm also moving in a week and then I have my next trip "home" on August 4th, which is mostly for a conference but with a few extra days tacked on at the end. It's a lot to deal with all at once.