Hi all! I haven't been on here for awhile. About a month ago we got a 9 month old puppy. Then 3 days later my cat, Sassy, was diagnosed with renal failure. I've been quite busy with the two of them and school and work and volunteer stuff...
So Monday night I gave Sassy her fluids and I knew something was wrong then. I slept out on the couch with her...or should I say tried to sleep. She wasn't feeling well at all that night. About 4 in the morning on Tuesday I woke up to her choking. I ran into my mom's room and we called the emergency vet. Unfortunately it was too late and my Sassy cat died in my arms. She was my baby and my best friend. I am so lost without her. It's so weird thinking about how bad I just want to go home after a long day and then realizing that she's not there. I went to the humane society this morning because I volunteer there. I didn't want to work in the cat room so I just did the dogs today. There are a couple cats out in the lobby and there were 2 kittens that looked exactly like Sassy. Everytime I went into the dog area I had to pass them. Then there was a kitten in the window so that when I walked the dogs I had to look at it. It looked exactly like Sassy. And there was another kitten that looked exactly like her and even kind of acted like her in one of the cages in the dog area. It was one of the hardest days I've had there trying to keep my composure. I got in my car after and looked at a picture of her I have in there and lost it. I'm just glad I got to sleep with her one more time like I've wanted to do since she got sick and she died in my arms like I've always wanted.
So Monday night I gave Sassy her fluids and I knew something was wrong then. I slept out on the couch with her...or should I say tried to sleep. She wasn't feeling well at all that night. About 4 in the morning on Tuesday I woke up to her choking. I ran into my mom's room and we called the emergency vet. Unfortunately it was too late and my Sassy cat died in my arms. She was my baby and my best friend. I am so lost without her. It's so weird thinking about how bad I just want to go home after a long day and then realizing that she's not there. I went to the humane society this morning because I volunteer there. I didn't want to work in the cat room so I just did the dogs today. There are a couple cats out in the lobby and there were 2 kittens that looked exactly like Sassy. Everytime I went into the dog area I had to pass them. Then there was a kitten in the window so that when I walked the dogs I had to look at it. It looked exactly like Sassy. And there was another kitten that looked exactly like her and even kind of acted like her in one of the cages in the dog area. It was one of the hardest days I've had there trying to keep my composure. I got in my car after and looked at a picture of her I have in there and lost it. I'm just glad I got to sleep with her one more time like I've wanted to do since she got sick and she died in my arms like I've always wanted.




