No dear, Im not Patrick Swayze ;D
No, but I feel dirty if I watch it, or just thinking back on it. Its fine, my friend (who I'm terribly fond of) is singing a song out of tune, and then he starts dancing around, and then he looks at me, and gets me involved, so I did some dance moves, and we both started laughing.
Even writing that, I felt dirty, like I did something wrong, for a girl my age.
Like porn..but its no where NEAR porn. Like you know when guys dont dance they just kinda...rock back and forth on their heels..ish..
Well it was like that, and I was standing next to him trying not to laugh my paul bunions off, dancing myself.
It wasn't bad.
It just feels that way.
It feels like I got rejected by him or something, that we aren't even friends to begin with. Which is totally not true (I hope). So I get excited/embarrassed/upset.