cathie1327
Living in reality all the time is for people with
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Hi all,
I used to be a pretty regular poster on the boards, but have become kind of a lurker, and have been for a while now.
However, I know that the power of positivity on this board has helped alot of people, and boy, I could sure use some right now.
For the past two weeks I've been having very severe abdominal pain, along with other random symptoms that have really been wreaking havoc on my life. I've pretty much had to drop out of the entire semester of school, and have used up all of my personal time at work for appointments and tests, leaving me none for the Disneyland trip I was REALLY hoping for in February
The tests they have done (they've been numerous) have ruled out lots of things...which is good, but also bad in a way because we still don't know what's wrong with me.
I've been able to do nothing but lay on the couch and watch tv or surf the internet on my laptop, and have become very depressed because I'm not able to see anyone, or work on my school work, or even clean my house. It's very difficult for me to even get up and go to work, but I do that because I don't have a choice. The boards have been the only thing that momentarily helps that depression.
I hate to vent, and I hate asking, but I could really use some prayer/good vibes/positive thoughts/pixie dust right now.
Thanks to all on the boards for being a good distraction so that I can escape a little every day and for a moment, forget about what's going on. It has been so very helpful in keeping me from curling into a crumpled ball and crying each day. I know these are good people here, and it helps so very much
I used to be a pretty regular poster on the boards, but have become kind of a lurker, and have been for a while now.
However, I know that the power of positivity on this board has helped alot of people, and boy, I could sure use some right now.
For the past two weeks I've been having very severe abdominal pain, along with other random symptoms that have really been wreaking havoc on my life. I've pretty much had to drop out of the entire semester of school, and have used up all of my personal time at work for appointments and tests, leaving me none for the Disneyland trip I was REALLY hoping for in February

The tests they have done (they've been numerous) have ruled out lots of things...which is good, but also bad in a way because we still don't know what's wrong with me.
I've been able to do nothing but lay on the couch and watch tv or surf the internet on my laptop, and have become very depressed because I'm not able to see anyone, or work on my school work, or even clean my house. It's very difficult for me to even get up and go to work, but I do that because I don't have a choice. The boards have been the only thing that momentarily helps that depression.
I hate to vent, and I hate asking, but I could really use some prayer/good vibes/positive thoughts/pixie dust right now.
Thanks to all on the boards for being a good distraction so that I can escape a little every day and for a moment, forget about what's going on. It has been so very helpful in keeping me from curling into a crumpled ball and crying each day. I know these are good people here, and it helps so very much
